Serious though has be in a bit of depression

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i feel you, im in college so that helps but still fells like the same thing different day. and those 2 people you hang with mostly are your "boys" not your friends. Friends turn to foes over money and hoes.

i got a good amount of "boys" and alot of friends but those are just the ones i say wasup to whenever i see em. DOnt really chill, your feeling how everybodys esle felt or is still fellin. SMOKE A SWEET!

 
Wow, im surprised to see all these replys!

Thanks a lot guys, now that i think about it it isnt really that bad, i am still pretty young and everything, and if i look at the whole thing, witch is i still have a lot of time left, and i cant really predict what will happen in that time, and not just think about right now, and how i think its boaring im probably fine...

As for collage, i dont think thats going to happen, i had a hard enough time makeing it through h.s ....

 
Im just wondering if anyone else ever feels like this sometimes...I will be turning 19 this feb. I got finished up with school last year, and i no longer see even close to half the people i used to see in school, it was like a security blanket i guess, i could go and see those same faces i grew up with, go out sometimes and have a good time after school, then repeat the whole process again over and over for what.. 12 years?

Now that its all over, i only have about 3 close friends i see on a daily basis, that call me, etc, i recently split up with my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years, so that ontop of all this isnt helping.

I just feel like my life is going nowhere or something, every day is the same, i go to work for about 7 hours, come home, sometimes hang out with the same people, do the same things, just the same thing every day.

I feel somewhat lonely, i feel this is how its going to be... It just hit me that i finally have reach "adulthood"

I remember back when people used to say what do you want to do when you get out of shcool and things like that.. id always reply with "i dont know" but i always had so much time to think about what i really wanted to do, and now its here.. and i never really took the time, and i feel like im stuck in somewhat of a hole.

I hope you guys get what im trying to say, just looking for some reasurance.. i dont know what do you guys think, anyone with me?

i understand FULLY. i got to school tuesday/thursday...work monday wednesday friday saturday off sunday. when i get off work/school i chill at my boys place playin som tiger woods on the ps2 and grill burgers. while im making money, and goin to school, building a bad *** car as money comes, have my stereo, have a couple friends, have my family, have a GREAT life..........its just at a stand still. i left EVERYONE i ever knew, came to a new place and it sucks. noone here is like the people back home that i came to love as friends. i meet people new everyday and they all abuse the shit out of weed and loratab and some trip on some major shit and its not the life i wanna be around. back home people smoked but here ewere talkin an ounce split just 3 ways.....in one night. i dont take part first hand but the second hand i believe has gotten to me a bit, as i dont smoke yet i chill wth the people when they do.

 
i feel you, im in college so that helps but still fells like the same thing different day. and those 2 people you hang with mostly are your "boys" not your friends. Friends turn to foes over money and hoes.
i got a good amount of "boys" and alot of friends but those are just the ones i say wasup to whenever i see em. DOnt really chill, your feeling how everybodys esle felt or is still fellin. SMOKE A SWEET!



to paraphrase the ramblin..........u have a lot of people u chill with, yet only so many friends.

 
lol...why's everybody so depressed nowadays?

but I can relate, however, nothin to be depressed over...

I only hang with about 5% of the people I used to hang out with from high school (class of '03). school & work are just normal redundant acts you gotta live with.

 
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