Looking for an Artist!!!!

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

Sorry to hear about your loss bro. If u need anything let me know. I have dealt with death several times over in my life but can't imagine what it would be like to lose one of my kids, as you said they are my reason for living. Maybe thinking that had he survived he may have spent his engineering life with a painful and dibilitating problem and this was his early reprieve.
I'm gonna forward your design over to my tat guy to see if he can draw something up. Do you want color or just shades of black and gray.

All Black in old eng type. All stars will be black but the one below his name which will be yellow and I would like alil bigger then the ones up top. thx man

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

As this is about finding an artist I will leave it at this. One mans GOD is anothers Devil....

Look at it this way...when you find the artist you are looking for and receive their work, it was God who blessed that artist with their gift. Through your suffering you are going to receive a gift from God whether you like it or not. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/naughty.gif.94359f346c0f1259df8038d60b41863e.gif

And though there are many on this forum who are much less religious than I am, there certainly seem to be many who truly care about you bro. For that alone I would be thankful.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

here is what i dont understand. he wants to see his son. but all babies are equally right to go to heaven. commiting ******* wont get you there. and i hate to tell you but i dont think hell would be better than what you are going through. in fact this probably is your hell. i love you to death. but i think someone needs to come over there and help you. tough love or not you need it.

I will see my son. Be it so called heaven or hell. None will deny me this no matter what god there may be.. Thats tru wrds

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

I will see my son. Be it so called heaven or hell. None will deny me this no matter what god there me be.. That tru wrds

it can and will be denied if you're stupid about it. you will never get your son through drugs or *******. you will get your son back in faith. im trying to help you. As much as you hate it its the truth. its been that way since the begining of time. ive had to accept the hard truth about it now its your turn to make the desicion. you either love your son enough to value the fact you will never see him through self destruction or value the fact that you will see him one day through faith.

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

it can and will be denied if you're stupid about it. you will never get your son through drugs or *******. you will get your son back in faith. im trying to help you. As much as you hate it its the truth. its been that way since the begining of time. ive had to accept the hard truth about it now its your turn to make the desicion. you either love your son enough to value the fact you will never see him through self destruction or value the fact that you will see him one day through faith.

Tru dat. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/word.gif.64b12e39f936af3b4fff38a1c0bd0244.gif//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/boink.gif.91933e72f927f2cefc79aff02573090c.gif

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

it can and will be denied if you're stupid about it. you will never get your son through drugs or *******. you will get your son back in faith. im trying to help you. As much as you hate it its the truth. its been that way since the begining of time. ive had to accept the hard truth about it now its your turn to make the desicion. you either love your son enough to value the fact you will never see him through self destruction or value the fact that you will see him one day through faith.

I appreciate ur thoughts and concern but I dnt follow your god so his promises hold no water with me. May your god bring u all u need in this life but my god has failed me thus he deserves no praise from me nor will he get it. A man and sons bond can not be denied thus I will see my son no matter how I choose to see him or where I go to have to see him..

Faith????? U mean blind obidiance to something that may or may not exist???? Naw im good.

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

Tru dat. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/word.gif.64b12e39f936af3b4fff38a1c0bd0244.gif//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/boink.gif.91933e72f927f2cefc79aff02573090c.gif

never figured you would be religious at all. ...

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

never figured you would be religious at all. ...

Cradle Catholic my brotha...my behavior in this here forum is as my username suggests...I use this shithole as an outlet...I am a sinner and I know it and I do try to better myself through my relationship with God...I attend Mass every weekend with my family and constantly thank God for the gifts he has provided me. I know I give many a lot of shit on this site but it's all in fun...I love you all. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/cuddle.gif.bd1b29c179c0482f8313dbd790b74c94.gif

 

[RangerDangerV2 5,000+ posts]

sorry to hear about this bro... I cant imagine what you are going through.. But the fact is that making rash decisions out of anger is only going to make your life worse. I am not a religious person but what CAT MAN is saying is thee truth. killing yourself will get you no where. wouldnt your son want you to live on to remember him??? What about your wife and the rest of your family?? Dont take the easy way out. Man up and deal with the pain, because if you kill yourself think about what that will do to the others around you?? The pain may be to much to handle right now but you need to keep a level head and just take some time to calm down.

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

I appreciate ur thoughts and concern but I dnt follow your god so his promises hold no water with me. May your god bring u all u need in this life but my god has failed me thus he deserves no praise from me nor will he get it. A man and sons bond can not be denied thus I will see my son no matter how I choose to see him or where I go to have to see him..

you dont get it do you? just because you dont believe doesnt mean the rules dont apply to you. have you ever once in your life thought you are going through this because of your own decisions? Like i said this is your hell and there is only one way out.

Jeremiah 33:3 Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

And I appreciate the fact that you are helping disturbed with your wise words. I have a deeper respect for you with the words you have written. Well done sir. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/clap.gif.178cba2c538c68e720c727fcb024b19c.gif

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

sorry to hear about this bro... I cant imagine what you are going through.. But the fact is that making rash decisions out of anger is only going to make your life worse. I am not a religious person but what CAT MAN is saying is thee truth. killing yourself will get you no where. wouldnt your son want you to live on to remember him??? What about your wife and the rest of your family?? Dont take the easy way out. Man up and deal with the pain, because if you kill yourself think about what that will do to the others around you?? The pain may be to much to handle right now but you need to keep a level head and just take some time to calm down.

17 years old...but you get it...very nice son. Well said.

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

17 years old...but you get it...very nice son. Well said.

hey now

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

you dont get it do you? just because you dont believe doesnt mean the rules dont apply to you. have you ever once in your life thought you are going through this because of your own decisions? Like i said this is your hell and there is only one way out.
Jeremiah 33:3 Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'

ohh i get it... But ur rules dnt apply to me. U act as if ur God is the one tru God and that the bible some old reg guys wrote is the end of all ends. I say no to that as many other do. Just cause Christians are the main form of religion does not mean its the right one. Muslims? Jews? what they all go to hell?? Plz for all anyone knows they are right and ur God is wrong so in that case would u not burn in this hell u speak of?

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

sorry to hear about this bro... I cant imagine what you are going through.. But the fact is that making rash decisions out of anger is only going to make your life worse. I am not a religious person but what CAT MAN is saying is thee truth. killing yourself will get you no where. wouldnt your son want you to live on to remember him??? What about your wife and the rest of your family?? Dont take the easy way out. Man up and deal with the pain, because if you kill yourself think about what that will do to the others around you?? The pain may be to much to handle right now but you need to keep a level head and just take some time to calm down.

TY but at no time have I said I plan on killing myself well atleast not today. But as e1 knows tomorrow is just another roll of the dice and we shall see how to play that day..