If I was engaging you on your own level, I would find you running out to make this thread quite satisfying. But the reality is I dont even dislike you, I just feel bad for you. And you constantly mentioning my mom 'jokes' tells me just how close to home I hit. If I could take you out and play catch with you like your dad should have done, or tell you that you are worthy of positive affection like your mom should have taught you, I would. But as it stands, you appear to be all alone in over coming these problems in your life. I hope one day you do over come them, rather than let them consume you.
The mom comments were not jokes. You come from a broken home, dont you? So do I. Stop making excuses for yourself and start making a life for yourself. Your parents can only accept so much of the blame, man up and start taking control of your issues. Call this just another flame if that makes you feel better in the short term, but Im confident you will remember my words. That's all I ask of you.
You seem fairly smart, Id think you would want to break out of the stereotypical mold of an attention starved kid who exploits the internet to feed his needs. You are bigger than this.
Good luck with everything Faulk.