Didn't feel like saying this in the thread, but speed killz.
I know first hand
I'm all better now, or as better as I'm going to get.
If you think I'm funny/smart/hyper-critical/defamatory now, you should have seen me BEFORE i was a speed freak.
I jokingly say that i did enough speed to lower my intelligence down to average. I say that because before i was a tweaker, i was terribly unhappy and just sat around thinking about the paradoxes and unanswerable questions plaguing humanity. Thought and consciousness was just too much to bear. I mean i read Being and nothingness when i was 17.
But then i did a couple grams of glass a day for a couple years.. and when i sobered up none of that shit bothers me anymore and i generally get along a lot better. I'm finally able to not only stand mediocrity, but i embrace it!