Ha in a sense. But my mom is very religous, and I kind of grew up with the idea that God was nice to good people, and forgiving, and wouldnt do anything bad.
yea thats the problem with the modern church nowadays, the pastors give a watered down message saying, "if you become a christian everything will be hunky-dory and you wont have a worry in your life" in fact the bible says otherwise. Dangit i wish i knew the exact verses, but the bible says a christians life wont happy happy joy joy. They will encounter hardships, maybe even moreso than a nonbeliever. However, along with hardships comes time for healing and learning.
here leme quote a book i have here called "the case for faith",
"Yes i believe all suffering contains at least the opportunity good...but not everyone actualizes the potential. Not all of us learn and benefit from suffering; thats where free will comes in...'but just about every human being can reflect on his or her past and say,'i learned from that hardship. I didnt think i would at the time, but im a bigger and better person for having endured it and persevered.' Even people without religious faith are aware of that dimension of suffering. And if we can bring good out of evil without bringing God into the picture you can imagine how much more with God's help evil can work out for the greater good."
sorry its so long but i think it will be worth your read. Ive been in tonsa hard times too. These past couple months have been the toughest time of my life. I totaled my car, put my dog to sleep, lost my wallet with lotsa money, lost my glasses in the ocean (dont ask), and other things. I didnt look at these things and question God, i thought of these events as learning experiences a way for myself to mature as a human being. Just like i belive jack frost said in my car dent thread, "dents show the cars character" or something like that. same goes with human beings i believe.
and to quote limp bizkit "everything happens for a reason"
thats all i have to say before i go to bed. Anyone else feel free to add or criticize to what ive posted... gnite all