Looking for an Artist!!!!

[Mitch86 5,000+ posts]

Yes having my son would help me but thats not possible is it???? No man or fairy tale God can help me.. No hate against anyone love your lord, pray to him, etc just when u "speak" to him give him a big F U C K you from me.

This is no laughing matter, but I did laugh out loud at that. I'm with you, religion is only a "crutch for people to lean on to feel better. Personally I deal with **** how ever I feel I need to...talking to the sky isn't comforting to me. But I guess we can save this for another thread.

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

This is no laughing matter, but I did laugh out loud at that. I'm with you, religion is only a "crutch for people to lean on to feel better. Personally I deal with **** how ever I feel I need to...talking to the sky isn't comforting to me. But I guess we can save this for another thread.

doesnt bother me at all. i always have my doubts in it. this thread can be whatever you want but be respectful to the OP.

 

[Flex68 10+ year member]

I had no time with him.. He was dead before he was birthed. I never had a chance to tell him I loved him. He never had a chance to see his father that loved him more then life itself. He was my everything my reason for going on now well there is nothing just the same ole hell I live in. May the drugs set me free cause I pray to no God that would take my son from me.

Sorry to learn of your loss, man. And I def understand where you're coming from with your anger, being lost as to why/how this could have happened, blaming self/others, trying to figure out how to get through the pain, etc.

I lost my first child (my only son) when he was just 3 days old. Was really , really angry with God for a while. Pretty much "in hate" with the world. Took me a long time to get over it.

All I can say is that healing came with time, for me, and that while you never forget...it does get easier.

 

[whitedragon551 5,000+ posts]

Sorry for your loss. What are looking to have done? My wife loves to draw and she is very good at it. Infact she just got done designing a tattoo for her sister.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

Sorry for your loss. What are looking to have done? My wife loves to draw and she is very good at it. Infact she just got done designing a tattoo for her sister.

Ill Pm u what I have in mind ty.

 

[05fronty 5,000+ posts]

man, having 2 kids of my own, i couldn't imagine living without them. i'm very sorry for your loss man

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

This is the design I am after its a very rough draft but it gives u an idea. The dots surrounding the name will become a song lyric I would like to use.. I forgot to change font on the date but I would like it a good bit smaller then this shows.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

The Song lyrics I want surrounding his name are as follows..

I hope you know just what you mean to me. You bring me light just like the sun. Innocence, beauty and innocence make me whole the ray of light. F U C K this dieing world.

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

I had no time with him.. He was dead before he was birthed. I never had a chance to tell him I loved him. He never had a chance to see his father that loved him more then life itself. He was my everything my reason for going on now well there is nothing just the same ole hell I live in. May the drugs set me free cause I pray to no God that would take my son from me.

Condolences bro...tho God doesn't operate that way...just sayin'.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

Condolences bro...tho God doesn't operate that way...just sayin'.

In my eyes hes no more then a prick that kills someone just cause he can. Blame ur devil oe demons bahh its all one man pulling the strings making us dance. Then again this could be the end for us all. I dnt follow fairy tales. No disrespect to u or whatever u call GOD.

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

I understand you are hurt bro and certainly don't want to get into a theological debate. I call my God just that, God. Belief in Him requires faith, which many have a hard time understanding.

Turn on the television and watch the news… wars, famines, natural disasters, strife, crime and economic uncertainty. And not just lives disrupted, but lives ended prematurely, as in the case of your son. All of the suffering in the world can be traced back to the original sin of Adam...in short, this is something caused by man, not God. And it will only be man that can use the power of God's love to end it.

I am extremely appreciative of the fact that you loved your unborn son that much. He deserved every bit of that love, even in death. Think about the millions upon millions of aborted babies that didn't get that same love.

It is in weakness that we are more apt to trust in Christ because we realize that what we accomplish is not of our own doing, but the grace of Christ is working in us. Furthermore, it is in our weakness and suffering that we grow in humility and cannot pride ourselves in our accomplishments. We suffer “to make us rely, not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead.” (2 Corinthians 1:9)

 

[Exist_ential 10+ year member]

Sorry to hear about your loss bro. If u need anything let me know. I have dealt with death several times over in my life but can't imagine what it would be like to lose one of my kids, as you said they are my reason for living. Maybe thinking that had he survived he may have spent his engineering life with a painful and dibilitating problem and this was his early reprieve.

I'm gonna forward your design over to my tat guy to see if he can draw something up. Do you want color or just shades of black and gray.

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

here is what i dont understand. he wants to see his son. but all babies are equally right to go to heaven. commiting ******* wont get you there. and i hate to tell you but i dont think hell would be better than what you are going through. in fact this probably is your hell. i love you to death. but i think someone needs to come over there and help you. tough love or not you need it.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

I understand you are hurt bro and certainly don't want to get into a theological debate. I call my God just that, God. Belief in Him requires faith, which many have a hard time understanding.
Turn on the television and watch the news… wars, famines, natural disasters, strife, crime and economic uncertainty. And not just lives disrupted, but lives ended prematurely, as in the case of your son. All of the suffering in the world can be traced back to the original sin of Adam...in short, this is something caused by man, not God. And it will only be man that can use the power of God's love to end it.

I am extremely appreciative of the fact that you loved your unborn son that much. He deserved every bit of that love, even in death. Think about the millions upon millions of aborted babies that didn't get that same love.

It is in weakness that we are more apt to trust in Christ because we realize that what we accomplish is not of our own doing, but the grace of Christ is working in us. Furthermore, it is in our weakness and suffering that we grow in humility and cannot pride ourselves in our accomplishments. We suffer “to make us rely, not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead.” (2 Corinthians 1:9)

As this is about finding an artist I will leave it at this. One mans GOD is anothers Devil....

 

[AlterEgo99 5,000+ posts]

here is what i dont understand. he wants to see his son. but all babies are equally right to go to heaven. commiting ******* wont get you there. and i hate to tell you but i dont think hell would be better than what you are going through. in fact this probably is your hell. i love you to death. but i think someone needs to come over there and help you. tough love or not you need it.

Well said Tony...and much less theological than my response.