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[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

**** bro. Thats FUCKED. I cant tell you how you feel or even act like I did. But I have a 2 year old daughter, and she is my world. Keep you head up, and remember the good times you had with him.

I had no time with him.. He was dead before he was birthed. I never had a chance to tell him I loved him. He never had a chance to see his father that loved him more then life itself. He was my everything my reason for going on now well there is nothing just the same ole hell I live in. May the drugs set me free cause I pray to no God that would take my son from me.

 

[The_Grimy_One 10+ year member]

I had no time with him.. He was dead before he was birthed. I never had a chance to tell him he never had a chance to see his father that loved him more then life itself. He was my everything my reason for going on now well there is nothing just the same ole hell I live in. May the drugs set me free cause I pray to no God that would take my son from me.

If you put that in the first post, I apologize. But as long as you understand he would have loved you, and you loved him, thats all that matters. Real talk.

 

[Imtjnotu 5,000+ posts]

Mind if. I asked what happenedd. My best. Friend is an artist. And. Can ask him to draw u something

 

[dragnix 5,000+ posts]

Just don't hurt yourself, it's not fair to those around you who already experienced a loss

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

I had no time with him.. He was dead before he was birthed. I never had a chance to tell him I loved him. He never had a chance to see his father that loved him more then life itself. He was my everything my reason for going on now well there is nothing just the same ole hell I live in. May the drugs set me free cause I pray to no God that would take my son from me.

everything happens for a reason. being an athiest will only get you in a deeper situation. how does the gf/wife feel if i may ask

 

[dragnix 5,000+ posts]

Mind if. I asked what happenedd. My best. Friend is an artist. And. Can ask him to draw u something

So. Many. Periods

 

[brodeisel 10+ year member]

So. Many. Periods

Evidently on his phone give him a break.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

Mind if. I asked what happenedd. My best. Friend is an artist. And. Can ask him to draw u something

Been having some issues with high blood pressure so we were sent to high risk doc all seemed fine then we go in for our 34 week checkup and no heartbeat. Doc said he passed withinthe last 48 hours based on his knowledge. So were admitted on the 5/22 and he was born 5/24 and buried on the 5/27. Docs ran test on placenta "cant spell nor do i care" and they found no bacteria or any cause for it. So they say its just one of those things that sometimes happens.

 

[dragnix 5,000+ posts]

Evidently on his phone give him a break.

No, because fuck him

Been having some issues with high blood pressure so we were sent to high risk doc all seemed fine then we go in for our 34 week checkup and no heartbeat. Doc said he passed withinthe last 48 hours based on his knowledge. So were admitted on the 5/22 and he was born 5/24 and buried on the 5/27. Docs ran test on placenta "cant spell nor do i care" and they found no bacteria or any cause for it. So they say its just one of those things that sometimes happens.

Spelled that correctly. PIH is a bish though.

 

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Evidently on his phone give him a break.

No, because fuck him

Been having some issues with high blood pressure so we were sent to high risk doc all seemed fine then we go in for our 34 week checkup and no heartbeat. Doc said he passed withinthe last 48 hours based on his knowledge. So were admitted on the 5/22 and he was born 5/24 and buried on the 5/27. Docs ran test on placenta "cant spell nor do i care" and they found no bacteria or any cause for it. So they say its just one of those things that sometimes happens.

Spelled that correctly. PIH is a bish though.

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

everything happens for a reason. being an athiest will only get you in a deeper situation. how does the gf/wife feel if i may ask

I thank u but thats just a slogan people made up to try to make people feel ok about a bad situation. It holds no real water when something bad does happen. No God of mine would take my son. Thy will be done bahhh just BS bet God sleeps real well at night dnt he???? My wife is not taking it so well as we both have our demons and have made choices to do what we must to hold on. Thanks for asking though

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

I will post pics of my son at the correct time. I am still debating the pros and cons of doing so in the Dome.

 

[tylork92 10+ year member]

What ideas do you have? Pm me, I may can help ya

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

what ideas do you have? Pm me, i may can help ya

coming at ya

 

[CAT MAN 5,000+ posts]

I will post pics of my son at the correct time. I am still debating the pros and cons of doing so in the Dome.

post them. im sure we can control ourselves.

and ive been through a few suicides with my family. dont feel the need to talk about them but i tell myself everything happens for a reason and ive made it through alot. not losing a child and i have no clue what that would feel like i just know there is someone that can help.whether you want it or not im not holding against you. im far from religious. jus sayin

 

[disturbed471985 5,000+ posts]

post them. im sure we can control ourselves.
and ive been through a few suicides with my family. dont feel the need to talk about them but i tell myself everything happens for a reason and ive made it through alot. not losing a child and i have no clue what that would feel like i just know there is someone that can help.whether you want it or not im not holding against you. im far from religious. jus sayin

Yes having my son would help me but thats not possible is it???? No man or fairy tale God can help me.. No hate against anyone love your lord, pray to him, etc just when u "speak" to him give him a big F U C K you from me.