Ever question your future

[snoopdan 5,000+ posts]

Speaking of Scarface... Other than the part about selling dope and having a kid, I would say this verse describes my situation almost exactly:
Day by day its more impossible to cope

I feel like Im the one thats doing dope

Cant keep a steady hand because Im nervous

Every sunday morning Im in service

Playing for forgiveness

And trying to find an exit out of the business

I know the lord is looking at me

But yet and still its hard for me to feel happy

I often drift while I drive

Havin fatal thoughts of *******

Bang and get it over with

And then Im worry-free, but thats bullshit

I got a little boy to look after

And if I died then my child would be a bastard

I had a woman down with me

But to me it seemed like she was down to get me

She helped me out in this shit

But to me she was just another *****

Now shes back with her mother

Now Im realizing that I love her

Now Im feeling lonely

My mind is playing tricks on me

I think these guys were like fortune tellers or something //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/confused.gif.e820e0216602db4765798ac39d28caa9.gif

 

[wu36ca 10+ year member]

One of my favorite songs of all time. Back when rap was actually good.

 

[LiquidClen 10+ year member]

I slang crack rock and pimp wh0res for my main source of income, and then go out to the casino's and play Blackjack until I'm too drunk to stand or I lose all my money for the night //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fyi.gif.9f1f679348da7204ce960cfc74bca8e0.gif

 

[Flipx99 5,000+ posts]

damn thats some old sk00l gheto boys right there.

Indeed.

I was thinking of scarface solo...then was like, no, I remember the video. You know, back when MTV played music.

 

[natisfynest 10+ year member]

shit mane you got a job you got a car(i assume) prolly a nice stereo, money to go out drinking (so obviously your not struggling paycheck to paycheck) youve got friends(to go drinking with) so its not like its all bad you need to switch your focus to that.

it seems to me you hang you hat on all negative instead of positive. you need to just kick back take life one day at a time and let everything fall into place

 

[snoopdan 5,000+ posts]

Indeed.
I was thinking of scarface solo...then was like, no, I remember the video. You know, back when MTV played music.

Thats where I saw the video too. Long time ago, before it became RTV (Reality TV)

 

[natisfynest 10+ year member]

One of my favorite songs of all time. Back when rap was actually good.

aint that the **** truth this shit now a days is ruined with lil wayne souljah boy and all this other crap

 

[Pootie 10+ year member]

I slang crack rock and pimp wh0res for my main source of income, and then go out to the casino's and play Blackjack until I'm too drunk to stand or I lose all my money for the night //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fyi.gif.9f1f679348da7204ce960cfc74bca8e0.gif

They just added Blackjack to the hardrock here //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/woot.gif.aaa6090e619a97b6090d16dd863c5a69.gif

 

[snoopdan 5,000+ posts]

shit mane you got a job you got a car(i assume) prolly a nice stereo, money to go out drinking (so obviously your not struggling paycheck to paycheck) youve got friends(to go drinking with) so its not like its all bad you need to switch your focus to that.

hell man, since ive moved.....I dont have any friends here really.. Kinda sucks, its only me and the dog these days.

 

[LiquidClen 10+ year member]

They just added Blackjack to the hardrock here //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/woot.gif.aaa6090e619a97b6090d16dd863c5a69.gif

same for the HR in SoFla //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/biggrin.gif.d71a5d36fcbab170f2364c9f2e3946cb.gif

 

[Forrest Gump 10+ year member]

Maybe you can think about going back to school for a better career.

It's never too late.

I went through a 1 year course at a local Technical College for Nondestructive testing, now 6 years later I am making way more than I ever thought I would.

Hard work, dedication, and focus...

Everything else will follow.

 

[LiquidClen 10+ year member]

hell man, since ive moved.....I dont have any friends here really.. Kinda sucks, its only me and the dog these days.

how far is Clarksville from Nashville? You and kmanian should get together on a project and see how many UL's it takes to accomplish a hair trick //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

 

[wu36ca 10+ year member]

shit mane you got a job you got a car(i assume) prolly a nice stereo, money to go out drinking (so obviously your not struggling paycheck to paycheck) youve got friends(to go drinking with) so its not like its all bad you need to switch your focus to that.
it seems to me you hang you hat on all negative instead of positive. you need to just kick back take life one day at a time and let everything fall into place

With friends I would say I only have a couple. I have people I hang out with through others, but I would say I have like 3 people I am close to and one lives 80 miles away. That's kind of where I screwed up. Went to a complete commuter school. Dorms would literally be almost completely empty on the weekends. So rather than going out partying, having fun, and establishing a support base I just hung out with my ex. When she left I was really alone. Another part of my stress. On the positive side I do have a 2006 Civic Si with a 12" RE SE (too lazy to change any other speakers) and a Pioneer AVIC D2 (thats dead now).

 

[Flipx99 5,000+ posts]

how far is Clarksville from Nashville? You and kmanian should get together on a project and see how many UL's it takes to accomplish a hair trick //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

Not far, but that's not a cheap sub to experiment with.

 

[wu36ca 10+ year member]

Maybe you can think about going back to school for a better career.
It's never too late.

I went through a 1 year course at a local Technical College for Nondestructive testing, now 6 years later I am making way more than I ever thought I would.

Hard work, dedication, and focus...

Everything else will follow.

I am doing that. I am looking into getting a teacher credential. I like teenagers so it would be kind of cool to hang with them all day.