Ever question your future

[Notloud00 10+ year member]

im only 18 and worry about the future:crap: rite now im just worried about teh present and im livin life as it comes. blah i needz a stereo lmao

 

[bdawson72 5,000+ posts]

I've never seen anybody as thuggish looking as you worry about anything.

Lol, I'm not even that thuggish looking....

But, throughout hs i could give a **** about most things. But then as life progressed alot of those things that made me happy were taken away/left/not around anymore. And it sucks HARD. I have far to many regrets to only be 20 years old.

I have to deal with my anxiety on the day to day basis. Some days are better than others though. It usually gets triggered by something though.

 

[_DjScrew_ 5,000+ posts]

I do all the time.

 

[quest51210 10+ year member]

i almost died...twice. one was a very bad car accident which resulted from a car chase with someone who mistook me me for someone else and i was robbed at a gas station, shotgun to my head execution position. the guy let me run through a wooded area and actually fired off at me, but i cant explain the rest.

shit like that really makes you want to get your priorities straight. i also had csome really close calls growing up

 

[_DjScrew_ 5,000+ posts]

i almost died...twice. one was a very bad car accident which resulted from a car chase with someone who mistook me me for someone else and i was robbed at a gas station, shotgun to my head execution position. the guy let me run through a wooded area and actually fired off at me, but i cant explain the rest.
shit like that really makes you want to get your priorities straight. i also had csome really close calls growing up

I've looked death a few times too. been shot at a couple times. Got jumped and car jacked when I was 17. Had a shotgun pulled on me a couple weeks ago over some bs. I really just need to stay out of my old neighborhood.

 

[quest51210 10+ year member]

i grew up in mexican mafia alley, i still live here actually. no matter how well i have done and travelled i always wind up back in the area.

i guess alot of the "karma" i have is due to some of the things i did as well. i dont need to go into detail about that, but it was interesting.

 

[_DjScrew_ 5,000+ posts]

i grew up in mexican mafia alley, i still live here actually. no matter how well i have done and travelled i always wind up back in the area.
i guess alot of the "karma" i have is due to some of the things i did as well. i dont need to go into detail about that, but it was interesting.

wow. I feel you bro. Same situation. I know some fam too. Not as deep out here as they are down there, but they are all over.

 

[wu36ca 10+ year member]

Lol, I'm not even that thuggish looking....

But, throughout hs i could give a **** about most things. But then as life progressed alot of those things that made me happy were taken away/left/not around anymore. And it sucks HARD. I have far to many regrets to only be 20 years old.

I have to deal with my anxiety on the day to day basis. Some days are better than others though. It usually gets triggered by something though.

I feel ya. I know a lot of people who had to deal with a lot of pressure at an early age. Some from bad relationships, some from family issues, and some jsut from rebellion. I have watched quite a few escape to drugs and *** to get past everything. I had a plan and I figured my life was set. Finish college, get a job, get married, raise a family, etc etc. Well there have been a lot of speed bumps along the way and now I have no clue where I am going. I kind of feel like I am starting life all over again. Not necessarily a good thing since I feel like I have regressed instead of progressed.