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- #46
Yeah man, I know. I keep in touch with Zero of my old friends becuase they were'nt really freinds no matter what all we did together or how long we had hung out. My so called best friend got me thrown in jail when I was a senoir in HS. We tried looking over it and becoming friends again but i just couldnt. All the others are still loosers for the most part that will never accomplish anything. I know if I still hung out with them then I would be just like them. I am a profesional buisenss man and cant be doing that any more. The Ironic thing is now I am working on being a reserve duputy for one of the sheriffs departments and get on the drug task force to do on the side for nonprofit. I will be an actual officer with a badge and all but will be donating my time. I feel it would be very fun and a great learning exp. Kicking in doors with my gun drawn just makes me excited for some reason.Its sad when i look at how many friends i had in oklahoma which i had 120 different peoples phone numbers and knew more people then that but not all had phones. Well i thought they were my friends but i mean i guess i wasn't thinking straight and i would live paycheck to paycheck and depend on fiends to give me there paychecks to supply my habit which in turn i supported my friends habbits. Well out of all those people i know i only keep in touch with 3 friends of oklahoma, which kind of depresses me but its not like i knew it was going to last forever anyway i guess //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif. Well its always good to talk about oklahoma again i kinda wish i still lived there but then i dont' i mean i have done so much more with my life living out of that state then i ever did living in okc.
