what drugs are you on bro? i was on drugs pretty bad for a few years(serious drugs..not weed.. if ur on weed ur an *******) and my mom never gave up on me thank god ...your mom is not a very good parent in my opinion to say that to you..especially being that your on drugs and are probably very depressed ... i know i was. my advice to you is get help and once your life is back to normal(hopefully you can do this because its hard..i know) you should stay away from people like your mom if she doesnt have your back in the worst of times then she isnt worth being in contact with during the good times... hit me up if u need to talk bro i can understand anything that your dealing with or going through and maybe give you some advice on what worked for me and might work for you...