ever just feel like not going on anymore.....

[bose301s 5,000+ posts]

Wow, that is all I can say. I can't even pretend to know what you are going through, the worst I have experienced is my brother losing his best friend, but that doesn't even begin to compare to losing a child, not by a long shot. All I can do is tell you to hang in there and that with friends and family who love and support you, you will be able to make it through this. My thoughts and prayers are definitely with you, and I hope you do "win the game" for her.

 

[Fine Vol 10+ year member]

Sorry to hear that man. You know she would tell you to keep movin forward and to live the fullest life you can for her.

 

[Fine Vol 10+ year member]

have you guys ever had a time in your life when you just feel like you cant go on anymore? well im at that point right now.....last week coming home from work my ex was in my driveway when i pulled in, my first though was "oh crap....this is gonna be some drama" but when she got out of the car the look in her eyes was cold and unforgettable....she started crying the moment we made eye contact, and i asked her what was wrong, and where was hannah (my daughter) at the sound of her name she just started bawling, then she gave me the worst news of my life....the night before she went to check on hannah when she was sleeping, and she said that she peeked in and something didnt look right, so she was going to wake her up to make sure she was alright, she said her name a few times and she didnt respond, so she went to pick her up, and she was very cold to the touch,and completely limp, she was breathing, but struggling she ran into the front room and called 911, hannah had passed by the time they got there, she had heart failure

how does a 2 year old have random heart failure!?!?!

my kids were my everything, my son is 10 months old and you can tell he knows somethings wrong...its so sad

im sorry for the rant guys.... i just had to vent.....i have not left the bed for almost a week, i think i might have gotten fired fired from my job.....just dont feel like im going to make it

Gohill I lost my mom in March and I know your daughter and my mother would be upset if we did not live the best life we can in their honor.

 

[GAM3OVR 5,000+ posts]

Just hang in there and keep your head up, you still have the rest of your faimily to care about, especially your son. Stay strong for him, and most importantly for yourself.

Don't let the job worry you, emotional stuff is harder to deal with then physical. If you get fired, there are lawyers. so don't let that pile on you.

Try not to sulk and pain and make the best out of life, because we are blessed with everyday as a gift, with no hope for tommorow, because it isn't promised that when we wake up it will be there.

Live everyday to the fullest, and don't let anything hold you back!

Stay strong.

 

[Babs 10+ year member]

Hey I just saw someone point to this thread over at diyma....

Man I also cannot begin to imagine what you're going through.

My prayers are with you... That's about as much as I can think to say.. I'm speechless hearing this.

 

[Pottro 563 10+ year member]

this is just heartbreaking to read. but you needed e a stronger person now than before. because your son has now lost a sister as well. he needs you more now than ever. if i were you i would get a remember hannah tattoo on your chest so everyday you got out of the show and looked in the mirror you saw your little girl again. best of wishes and stay strong!

 

[Fine Vol 10+ year member]

this is just heartbreaking to read. but you needed e a stronger person now than before. because your son has now lost a sister as well. he needs you more now than ever. if i were you i would get a remember hannah tattoo on your chest so everyday you got out of the show and looked in the mirror you saw your little girl again. best of wishes and stay strong!

good advice

 

[meh 10+ year member]

remember as I said man I learned this from my dads passing about a month ago. you can only find comfort in family freinds and god. dont do anything stupid and try to get satisfaction some other way. later on in life it will reaveal to you that as crazy as it may seem that It was meant to be.

 

[_DjScrew_ 5,000+ posts]

remember as I said man I learned this from my dads passing about a month ago. you can only find comfort in family freinds and god. dont do anything stupid and try to get satisfaction some other way. later on in life it will reaveal to you that as crazy as it may seem that It was meant to be.

this guy is right. dont hold it in, talk to people and let your feelings out. My mom died when I was 14 and I held it all in and kinda secluded myself and it didn't make me feel any better. No need to do anything stupid, get a tattoo or something as others have suggested to remind you of her. I recall a miami ink show, a father came in and wanted a tattoo of his daughter who was dying of some disease. They made it look like his daughter was laying on his chest. Be safe man everyone is here for you.

 

[twisztdauthorit 10+ year member]

have you guys ever had a time in your life when you just feel like you cant go on anymore? well im at that point right now.....last week coming home from work my ex was in my driveway when i pulled in, my first though was "oh crap....this is gonna be some drama" but when she got out of the car the look in her eyes was cold and unforgettable....she started crying the moment we made eye contact, and i asked her what was wrong, and where was hannah (my daughter) at the sound of her name she just started bawling, then she gave me the worst news of my life....the night before she went to check on hannah when she was sleeping, and she said that she peeked in and something didnt look right, so she was going to wake her up to make sure she was alright, she said her name a few times and she didnt respond, so she went to pick her up, and she was very cold to the touch,and completely limp, she was breathing, but struggling she ran into the front room and called 911, hannah had passed by the time they got there, she had heart failure

how does a 2 year old have random heart failure!?!?!

my kids were my everything, my son is 10 months old and you can tell he knows somethings wrong...its so sad

im sorry for the rant guys.... i just had to vent.....i have not left the bed for almost a week, i think i might have gotten fired fired from my job.....just dont feel like im going to make it

**** i thought this was gonna be some bs girlfriend thread which i had plenty to add too =(

Sorry for your loss man, I know words wont help you much now but be strong and think of all the others that care about you and your family.

Im young so i cant speak much for experience but **** dude, stay strong things will get better and just know that your kid loves ya where ever people go in the afterlife

 

[GohillaAudio]

thanks guys, its really hard to be strong right now, i can barely keep myself from a complete breakdown again, i know that with time wounds heal.......but even knowing this......it sure as **** doesnt feel like it will ever hurt any less

 

[bose301s 5,000+ posts]

thanks guys, its really hard to be strong right now, i can barely keep myself from a complete breakdown again, i know that with time wounds heal.......but even knowing this......it sure as **** doesnt feel like it will ever hurt any less

A week later it is totally acceptable to still feel like that, hell, I would say a year later is still reasonable. If you ever feel extremely down don't hesitate to make an appointment for counseling, it can help a lot and is a good thing in these situations.

 

[twisztdauthorit 10+ year member]

man i feel bad for making such a big deal out of my everyday problems I have and then I come on here and see something like this. Just makes me realize there is so much more that can go wrong and that we should appreciate what we have.

Im not sure if you can apply this to your case, im sure you can somehow but best of luck once again.

 

[Duckman 10+ year member]

Another guy praying for you man. Please seek some help...you can't go on this alone...

 

[Rookie_80 10+ year member]

Sorry for your loss bro.

Sadly only time will heal the pain. Be Strong and do your best to get it together.

All the best.