ever just feel like not going on anymore.....

[duece212 5,000+ posts]

Holy shit, I just got the chills and mad sadness reading that. I'm **** sorry to hear about your loss, I can't even imagine. I've got no words of wisdom, wish I did...as said before I don't know what to say.

Live the best you can for your boy man, thats the best advice I have.

 

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

**** man... im sorry for you, i cant imagine...

but like others have said, you cant end your life because of her. she might have meant everything to you, but to her, you ARE her everything... live your life for her, keep her memory alive and better your life for her. if you were to end it now, her memory would end, keep her memory alive.

 

[Jeremy M 10+ year member]

hey man, hang in there. I know it's tough....but u need to be there for your son. I coudn't even begin to imagine how u feel. I wish the best of luck to u....i hope u do not do something selfish....remember your son needs u too and other people care about u. i am very sorry

suicidie or hurting yourself, is the most selfish thing u can ever do.

 

[BushJ311 5,000+ posts]

Holy shit, I just got the chills and mad sadness reading that. I'm **** sorry to hear about your loss, I can't even imagine. I've got no words of wisdom, wish I did...as said before I don't know what to say.
Live the best you can for your boy man, thats the best advice I have.

I got the chills too. You do not want your son to grow up without a father. He needs you.

 

[GohillaAudio]

because of my son, and only my son, i would never end my own life......just feel like it wouldnt be too bad if something did happen.......

remember guys, never take ANYTHING in life for granted.....i only went over to my ex's like twice a week to see my little girl, mainly because my wife doenst like me being over there.....not that i can blame her.....i would have felt the same way in her situation.....but i want to blame her so bad, i want to blame anyone......but i know i cannot, it wouldnt be right....no one could have seen this coming, and im not sure anything could have prevented it, i have dealt with alot of heartbreak inmy life, but i have never felt a sadness this deep, i dont know if i can ever recover......i just want to hold my little girl again....what i would give to hear her tell her mom about dads new "sudwooters" again.....

 

[dbhittin 5,000+ posts]

sorry about the loss man.. dont give up

 

[adio 5,000+ posts]

holy shit cuz. i'm really sorry to hear about that. thats very unfortunate. ill pray for and ur family

 

[gladiator_jai 10+ year member]

I'm sorry man. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif

 

[Ken448 10+ year member]

dude.... I cannot imagine the absolute hell you are going through right now... My children are my world, and they say the funniest things at times. It almost brought me to tears when you said you would never hear her tell her mom about dads new "sudwooters" again..... I just dont know what I can possibly add that everyone hasnt said. Stay strong, live life to its fullest and never take no for an answer if you want something badly enough.

 

[crunktimes.com 5,000+ posts]

Wow that is horrible man, I can not imagine the pain you are going through right now and you and your family have my condolences and I wish you the best of luck getting through this. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif

 

[SmurfyGotMojo 10+ year member]

First of all rip and you and your family is in my family and my own's prayers for a lil while. Second of all was there 2nd hand smoke int he house? sounds like SIDS

 

[Korn4Life 5,000+ posts]

WOW.. I have a 2year old daughter....I gotta go give her a hug after hearing about this.. I so sorry for you lost... I dont know what I would do if I didnt have my lil girl..

 

[WALKS UP]

Dang, this sucks I'm speechless ..

 

[ssj2xxgotenxx 10+ year member]

Hang in there guy. It's a good thing that you're using CA as a outlet because these things tend to get worse if you keep it bottled up. Find outlets to mourn your loss, and family right now is the most important thing. Find out the cause of the problem and ensure it doesn't happen again. Stay strong.

 

[GohillaAudio]

was there 2nd hand smoke int he house? sounds like SIDS

wasnt sids, just heart failure, they cant explain it, they said "it just happens" i wanted to tear that guy a new *******....

second, i am a heavy smoker, but only when im at work, when im home i only smoke a few a day, ALWAYS outside, and i always brush my teeth and wash my hands before i went around my kids.