Im sorry to say man, ive been through some rough shit, but i dont need ANYONE else to hold my hand through life. I am who i am, and no one will change that. Ive known people way worse off than most kids or people kill themselves. My mother, and many others wifes and so on i work with, have had life threatening cancer and diseases. I had to stand by at 15 years old and watch my mom go through hell. Have you ever been close to someone who is on chemo? And do you know the main reason shes still here? She wanted to live! She wasnt going to give up. I dont know many people who could go through what she did and come out a live. ******* was NEVER an option for her. Shit happens in life, grow a pair and deal with it