i recently lost my wife of nearly 8years, the only thing that has kept me going is a strong faith base, knowing that she is in heaven with her Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. yeah, some of you have said that if there is a God, why did he let this happen....everything happens for a reason, period. stay strong op, and never let her doubt how you feel about her. tell her you love her every chance you get. you will be in our prayers.