Seriously. I am such an *** but it makes me laugh through my haze of glory.
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[23:25] KDAWG: im rocking cage so loud in my headphones
[23:25] KDAWG: feels so good
[23:26] KDAWG: i want to hurt myself to this shit
[23:26] KDAWG: i wish i had a woodchipper
[23:26] KDAWG: i would drop a finger to this track yo
[23:26] KDAWG: then mix the splintered bone and flesh with ice and vodka
[23:26] KDAWG: and get trashed on my own dissassembled body
[23:26] KDAWG: and laugh like the devil
[23:26] KDAWG: as the world ends
[23:27] KDAWG: and my **** grows to the legnth of the universe
[23:27] KDAWG: MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
[23:27] KDAWG: MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
[23:27] KDAWG: MWAHAHAHAHA
[23:29] KDAWG: man
[23:29] KDAWG: im totally bugging myself out
[23:29] KDAWG: saying and thinking shit liek that
[23:29] KDAWG: and then in the meantime making like 1-ear soundproof rooms with 1 earbud per ear
[23:29] KDAWG: and changing the way teh sound was isolated with my hands in weird bubbles
[23:30] KDAWG: during that whole cage song thats like PEOPLE SAID HIS BRAIN WASINFECTED BY DEVILS
[23:30] KDAWG: so ****in sweet
[23:30] KDAWG: man
[23:30] KDAWG: getting ****ed up is so much mor einteresting than not
[23:30] KDAWG: its the only thing that gets me to shed my neurosis
[23:31] KDAWG: it may be say to someone with a perfectly functional thought structure, but these are teh times when i feel like im glad im alive
[23:31] KDAWG: hey, it could be worse
[23:31] KDAWG: i could focus on purely negative and self destructive aspects while im ****ed up
[23:31] KDAWG: and pretend that makes me feel better
[23:31] KDAWG: until i kill myself
[23:31] KDAWG: classic drug mentality stereotype
[23:31] KDAWG: im like the opposite of that
[23:31] KDAWG: exactly as tragic
[23:32] KDAWG: but four times as upbeat
[23:32] KDAWG: its like a magic antithesis of a way to live
[23:32] KDAWG: im kind of down
[23:32] KDAWG: i resisted a little bit out of obligation
[23:32] KDAWG: because theorhetically my lifestyel should end up in ruin if stereotypes prevaile
[23:33] KDAWG: but ultimately im doing more than fine in any objective sense most use to judge "success"
[23:33] KDAWG: im no rock and roll clown but im doin fine
[23:33] KDAWG: and my entire lifestyle has been based around drug use as a means for self awareness
[23:33] KDAWG: like pretty much constantly in some form or another
[23:33] KDAWG: and im always laughing
[23:33] KDAWG: so like what the ****
[23:33] KDAWG: who cares
[23:33] KDAWG: why be so self judgemental
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: v
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: v
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: v
[23:34] KDAWG: v
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: I will legitimize the productive self-destruction movement
[23:34] KDAWG: v
[23:34] KDAWG: v
[23:34] KDAWG: hah.
[23:34] KDAWG: goodnight, moon.
[23:42] KDAWG: holy shit
[23:42] KDAWG: A BAllad of worms by cage
[23:42] KDAWG: uses a built to spill sample
[23:42] KDAWG: so ****ing insanely amazing
[23:45] BDAWG: yeah
[23:45] BDAWG: i have that one
[23:46] BDAWG: in my limewire folder i think
[23:48] BDAWG: lol
[23:48] BDAWG: that is one drunken rant
[23:49] KDAWG: man
[23:49] KDAWG: i just reread it
[23:50] KDAWG: and i feel way less crazy than that was infused with
[23:50] KDAWG: but i totally agree with myself
[23:50] BDAWG: i watched sarah silverman and then got restoned and played geometry wars
[23:50] KDAWG: that shit was hilairous
[23:50] BDAWG: yeah
[23:50] KDAWG: bloc party
[23:50] KDAWG: is good
[23:51] KDAWG: song for clay
[23:51] BDAWG: yeah dude i like the new cd
[23:51] KDAWG: headphones = massive volume load i need
[23:51] BDAWG: i even like some of the slow songs on it if i'm in the right mood
[23:51] KDAWG: with none of the peripheral damage
[23:51] KDAWG: im NOT in that mood
[23:51] BDAWG: lol yeah
[23:51] BDAWG: i'm usually not
[23:52] KDAWG: i want to crash a flaming nuclear motorcycle into a wall of dead babies infused with god's rage
[23:52] KDAWG: thats not even slightly a joke
