im geting help

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

Yea this is the first time in my life im geting help. no more drugs no more beers just trying to do the right thing. im goin to a program now and there even working on some othere issues. first time i have tried to get help on my own i feel like it will b hard,what i put in to this is what i will get out of it. im tryin to not take pain meds and act all nuts its hard but im takin it one day at a time. thats all

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[Louisiana_CRX 5,000+ posts]

what happened you knock your ole lady up ?

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

what happened you knock your ole lady up ?

ahhahahaha, nah bro i just want to get off drugs and live a better life. sure there is people out there WAY OFF THEN ME. i been goin for a few days and there is time im like wow they have it bad. then i would talk and have the othere people say wow. i had a wake up call when some people pulled me aside over the past few days and b like yea bro i know its hard and all but u gota do this that and the othere thing. i never looked at my issue as a issue untill i looked in to my mental healt issues tbh. its hard but im ready to get help i do feel im alittle to open cuz well i made a thread about it. i kinda set me self up to fail i know i might go back to takin pills i have said befor i will stop smoking weed, using othere drugs ,drinkin but i WILL NVER STOP PILLS. i started the program at first to get pills i could help feed my problem or sell to make money. i had to tell them that it was hard there gona help me and mayb i will get a shot so i dont get pills i could over take.

 

[*SlappinAzz*]

smoke weed and be happy.

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

smoke weed and be happy.

bro i was smoking a oz each week i was spending like 1200-1500 a month. some of it was from pill money lol or trade. i dont wana b one of those people that say yea i did it but its bad etc etc. sh it i wana smoke i wana take pills i wana drink and driver i wana b fu cked up. i had a bad day at work i just got in . i just have to find better ways to deal with my stress sure a joint would help but i woud smoke when i wake up then befor work then on the way to work. then on my first brake at 6 pm then 8pm then i would wait to i get home at like 12 and just smoke and smoke then smoke.

 

[Side Show 10+ year member]

yeah thats not kewl, gives me sumfin to look forward to when i get home, instant relaxation

 

[power-fanatic07 5,000+ posts]

Obvious troll is obvious. Try harder.

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

yeah thats not kewl, gives me sumfin to look forward to when i get home, instant relaxation

something i would do is come home put on criag fergusen stop it cuz i can do that lol. take a shower roll up a fat a$$ joint then hit play and smoke then eat then smoke smoke smoke u get the idea. now im bored up all night i dont sleep its hard not to smoke. look smoking weed is not bad i was told its the less of 2 evils when it comes down to weed vs crack weed vs pain pills u guys get the idea. im just worried i will go back to thinking ok let me use cuz im sad,upset do to work etc. see i never got HIGH cuz i wanted to b cool or i wanted to fit in or cuz i just wanted to b messed up. i wanted to cuz i was stressed or cuz i want to get away. i was asked to day do u want to live do u get bad thoughts u know what i mean. i said sure i wana OD. they where ready to send me to the ER again.

 

[Annnarbor84 5,000+ posts]

Bruh you just need some all natural; Pecans to help you kick the habit. I know just the guy for you to get some:greedy:

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

Obvious troll is obvious. Try harder.

no way i just started a day proram , its great bro i been clean for a few weeks but i did some drinking and driver the other night took some pills i know i should not. there is the internet world where u can just b a d ick and let things happen and not care. there is some real life things goin on . people do get off the computer and go out in the real world.

 

[1rockford1 5,000+ posts]

Bruh you just need some all natural; Pecans to help you kick the habit. I know just the guy for you to get some:greedy:

same d ick that wont give me my car audio stickers. i do like pecans alot i was told to turn to program, peolple that have gone threw what i have gone threw. its hard but im gona try , i started to build box's so that should help me with my down time.

 

[CL1CKCLACK 5,000+ posts]

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[Louisiana_CRX 5,000+ posts]

I'll send some fresh pecans with the stickers...

 

[Annnarbor84 5,000+ posts]

Wait till the doc tells you your liver enzymes are up. Then you will stop everything cold turkey like I did:crap:

 

[Side Show 10+ year member]

^^ bugger that!