a looser based on the fact that i had no control over my emotions that enveloped around a girl that happened to be a ****? long ago i vowed to myself that i wouldn't let my emotion control my life, but at the time i was a smoker. quitting smoking apparently quit my vow as well. i had no control over the way i fell for her. i take it that willpower can therefore not control ones emotion? we are animals after all eh. but if im a looser because im *****ing about a rejection then thats more reasonable. but she couldn't of known that i would ***** if she rejected me so how can you have no wonder about her doing so if i hadn't been rejected to her yet?