This is the wife that got 'caught'.
Let me start off with, I have never, would never, and will never cheat on my husband. I have loved him for 13 years. I am NOT getting back with my jailbird Ex. I am not sending him love letters behind chris' back. I did not tell him that i wanted to be with him in any emails sent.
I was a tad confused about everything. I have not seen him in over 5 years. BUT I finally got my head out of my a$$ and remembered all the things that he did to me. The Ex used to use and abuse me, hit me, cheat on me, lie, steal.
What I have with Chris, I will never have with anyone else. I fell in love with him when I was 14. So, There has always been a place in my heart for him. Sure we argue, sure we fight, who doesnt.
I should not have wrote the emails that I did. I did not mean them the way they were interpreted. I have no desire to be with my Ex is any way, shape or form. He is a dead beat of a dad, and was a horible husband to me.
My mixed feeling that I said I had were more towards the whole hating him thing. It was nice to have a nice conversation with the ex, because we usually bite eachothers heads off. That was it. I was stupid and didnt realize that he was trying to create a problem with me and chris by talking to me again. I realize that now, even though it may be too late to make things right with chris.... I would do anything and he knows that.
So, thank you to everyone for all the wonderful posts, they were interesting to read.
And thanks for the post about me looking like a dude, and old, I deserve that.
I hope that I explained myself alittle and I look forward to reading further posts.//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crazy.gif.c13912c32de98515d3142759a824dae7.gif
