Where does depression come from?

[budahbuddy803 10+ year member]

I guess this is just me venting because of my recent unexpected depression.

I woke up this morning and everything was wonderful! I slept with my window open and woke up to a very comfortable 57degrees. I ate a great breakfast and headed off to school in a great mood. I go to my calculus class and take a 3 question quiz. I knew the stuff and got the right answers, but the teacher found reasons to mark all three wrong. I missed the one problem quiz yesterday too. That is two 0s are quiz grades. The teacher goes over what we are to do on our homework and then bell rings. I go to my next period class, spanish3, and take my calc. stuff to knock that homework out. Well, i only get about half of the problems really trying hard. Calculus really got to me because apparently i am not understanding what we are being taught.

Next up is physics... I have gotten a 100 and 101 on two previous tests and then we started a new chapter and i get a 78 on a quiz, get 6/20 right on a study guide, and now we have a chapter test tomorrow that i obviously know nothing about.

To top it all off the girlfriend is mad at me because i said her constant out loud laughing in spanish got on my nerves a little bit while i was doing my calc. homework....

I hate the fact that I can wake up so happy and ready for the day and in only 2 and 1/2 hrs. I have depressive thoughts and am not motivated to do anything anymore. I have not had depressive thoughts in years, but for some reason ever since my drinking and driving incident about three weeks ago, i have been almost constantly depressed. I have my good days and bad days, but way more bad days than i have ever had before. End of story and i feel a little better from just typing all that.

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[snoopdan 5,000+ posts]

/life.

 

[DBfan187 5,000+ posts]

 

[budahbuddy803 10+ year member]

/life.

//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif i dont really understand why that is suggested to everyone that writes about depression. Not all depressed people feel the need to die or anything. It is minor depression and inconvenience. Thanks for the support though.

 

[snoopdan 5,000+ posts]

Thanks for the support though.

That's what we're here for //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fyi.gif.9f1f679348da7204ce960cfc74bca8e0.gif

 

[duece212 5,000+ posts]

its called real life, only ******* and emos call it depression. Life isn't all fluffy white clouds, quit expecting it to be

 

[Grinder1989 5,000+ posts]

Depression is a fact of life. I've dealt with it a lot of my life. You have to keep moving and live your life to the fullest.

 

[boalova13 10+ year member]

its called real life, only ******* and emos call it depression. Life isn't all fluffy white clouds, quit expecting it to be

Qft

 

[Seth_3515 10+ year member]

/life is the best advice... not being a dicck learn to get over it and be thankful for everything you have... i had a real shizzy day yesterday wrecked my car, extremely hard sociology quiz after a microbiology quiz and a 2 hour drive to spend 700 dollars on replacement parts.... i cuold have let it ruin my day even week but you cant let shiz get in the way you need to man up face the situation and realize sulking is not gonna do anything

 

[Tricked 10+ year member]

Just relax man.

 

[wErd 5,000+ posts]

Whenever I feel like that I just open up another beer.

 

[newusername 10+ year member]

I am happy when things are going well, and not happy when things aren't. Life isn't particularly enjoyable in my opinion, so I'm very rarely happy. That's not depression...that's life.

 

[natisfynest 10+ year member]

i are depressed to i went to the store yesterday and they didnt have the 42 lcd i wanted so i had to settle for a 37 or wait 2 weeks i am in such a state of depression i too have thought about /life

 

[bmoney9 10+ year member]

Whenever I feel like that I just open up another beer.

x2

 

[farmerehsan 10+ year member]

u just gotta chill..shit happens all the time.. there are stages in life..your just at one of them..i been thru mine and im only 19 . **** who knos what ahead for me.. To me, idk what depression is or how to tell if i have it...there are alot of times i feel down and dont wanna do shit or am upset over something....but i kno it gets better...is that depression? it happes alot to me..but that shit just goes away