I do not like getting older

What really made me start to feel old is the fluidity of friendship. Being reminded of 'best friends' that I haven't seen in a decade and couldn't find/contact if my life depended on it, really makes me feel old.
ive noticed that the older I get, the less friends I have. I think it has something to do with just not wanting to put forth effort, since invariably they'll eventually stab you in the back....so just plan ahead and dont have any friends in the first place.

A good example of this is, my live-in girlfriend is 19 ... she has close friends that she's known from childhood and she mostly dislikes them....but is too scared to loose them. I just see this as her lack of planning ahead at this point //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/laugh.gif.48439b2acf2cfca21620f01e7f77d1e4.gif

 
I am 23. I always feel like I am running out of time and I am going to get trapped. Trapped in a career, trapped by a woman, something.

I feel I don't have the time to accomplish all the things I want to accomplish and I don't know what to do about it, so I run in place.

I really wish I could commit to something, anything. Hell, I couldn't get addicted to crack if I tried, I just can't commit.

 
I need to not read past the first page of this thread. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif I have felt all of this and more. Sucks.

 
At 30 I have grey hair showing, rebuild left knee is starting to fail, and serious lower back problems, not to mention still issues with upper back from car wreck, in addition to growing number of lower leg problems,

 

much of which is from years of high intensity sports and lifiting.

 
At 30 I have grey hair showing, rebuild left knee is starting to fail, and serious lower back problems, not to mention still issues with upper back from car wreck, in addition to growing number of lower leg problems, 

much of which is from years of high intensity sports and lifiting.
You are better off than me. I have hepres, no hair except for one very large eyebrow, gingivitis and a limp d!ck.

Most of mine is from *** with an unclean woman.

 
LMFAO at whosaidwho's "bro's before hoe's" avatar. I busted out laughing so hard people were stopping by my office to see what was up //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/laugh.gif.48439b2acf2cfca21620f01e7f77d1e4.gif

 
It took a lot to get me away from Gandhi.
definate improvement //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fro.gif.c695f1f814b01c4ad99fe7f8cccadd29.gif

back on topic though, lemme tell ya...I do hate getting older as well. But at the moment, im on my 3nd lifetime. Let me explain this to you (for those who dont already know). At the age of 18, I was pronounced with Thyroid cancer. I did ok after all the radiation treatments and stuff, but it hurt me in many other ways. I was perscribed all sorts of crazy shit afterward by my HMO doctors (such as predisone, a nasty liver & bone damaging steroid). This lead to later in life at 28 to getting Avascular Necrosis (death and mechanical failure of bones and my hips), as well as liver failure. I could no longer walk due to both hip joints disentergrating and I turned a nice shade of yellow due to my liver not functioning. But I managed to get better, and get both hips replaced by age 30. I was actually on managed home Hospice care for 2 years in preperation for my eventual death at home....but I managed to will myself out of being sick and talked a couple of doctors into performing hip replacement surgery on me (which if any of you may know, doctors dont like to work on bones when you have other organs failing...so that was quite a feat in itself). So after all that shit, I figured im on my 3rd chance at life again.....in April I turned 34..... I really dont feel bad other than some occasional aches and pains. But I, as well as my doctors.... never expected me to last this long. So for all of you people bitching and moaning about getting older,......i'll be happy to trade with you.

 
definate improvement //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/fro.gif.c695f1f814b01c4ad99fe7f8cccadd29.gif

back on topic though, lemme tell ya...I do hate getting older as well. But at the moment, im on my 3nd lifetime. Let me explain this to you (for those who dont already know). At the age of 18, I was pronounced with Thyroid cancer. I did ok after all the radiation treatments and stuff, but it hurt me in many other ways. I was perscribed all sorts of crazy shit afterward by my HMO doctors (such as predisone, a nasty liver & bone damaging steroid). This lead to later in life at 28 to getting Avascular Necrosis (death and mechanical failure of bones and my hips), as well as liver failure. I could no longer walk due to both hip joints disentergrating and I turned a nice shade of yellow due to my liver not functioning. But I managed to get better, and get both hips replaced by age 30. I was actually on managed home Hospice care for 2 years in preperation for my eventual death at home....but I managed to will myself out of being sick and talked a couple of doctors into performing hip replacement surgery on me (which if any of you may know, doctors dont like to work on bones when you have other organs failing...so that was quite a feat in itself). So after all that shit, I figured im on my 3rd chance at life again.....in April I turned 34..... I really dont feel bad other than some occasional aches and pains. But I, as well as my doctors.... never expected me to last this long. So for all of you people bitching and moaning about getting older,......i'll be happy to trade with you.

You do not look 34. You look much much younger.

I would have guessed you at 25 tops. For such a difficult struggle, you don't see it on your face or in your demeanor.

 
ive noticed that the older I get, the less friends I have. I think it has something to do with just not wanting to put forth effort, since invariably they'll eventually stab you in the back....so just plan ahead and dont have any friends in the first place.
A good example of this is, my live-in girlfriend is 19 ... she has close friends that she's known from childhood and she mostly dislikes them....but is too scared to loose them. I just see this as her lack of planning ahead at this point //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/laugh.gif.48439b2acf2cfca21620f01e7f77d1e4.gif
wow, your girlfriend is 15 years younger. thats either really good or really bad.

 
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