ever think about *******?

[MikeofTulsa Moderator]

VERY good point. ill keep that one in mind when im feeling like this.
temporary problem, or eternal nothing?

hmm.. not a hard choice. but i cant shake the feeling of my constant nervousness and needyness of my xanax. its driving me insane, if i dont have my xanax i feel like a troll living in a cave. i dont wanna do ANYTHING

see about getting on a diff drug. my g/f's mom doesnt take her xanex becasue she doesnt like how it makes her feel, yet she doesnt see about getting on a diff type of drug. zoloft helped me, only thing is it made me kind of numb to the world as far as being emotional for a while. but thats actually what i needed at the time.

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

I did when i had audiobahn.

i lol'd again.. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/biggrin.gif.d71a5d36fcbab170f2364c9f2e3946cb.gif

 

[regal8r 5,000+ posts]

i had a friend of mine kill himself a few months ago. when i knew him, it didnt really seem like he had alot of friends or ppl that liked him. right before he took his life he started gettin into trouble (stealing, vandalism, etc...). i have never seen so many people packed into a church for a funeral. dont ever think that theres people that wouldnt care if you killed yourself because theres ALOT more than what you could ever think of

 

[wesl56 10+ year member]

definitly thought about not ever wanting to go home again and just driving straight into a tree as fast as i could go... i actually have had times the past few months were i feel like shit... i get yelled at almost constantly by my parents becuse they think im ****ing my life up and im not living like they want me to... i dunno tho man i would never kill myself tho... i still have alot to do, wether i **** it all up or not

 

[reed dollaz 10+ year member]

wll this isnt about me being suicidal per-say, but depressed. yes. i could never kill myself, i just get to the point of thinking it would be much easier to be dead than aliive. and it would. dead = nothing, alive = pain. but being alive and feeling pain lets you know your living, obviously if i feel pain its because i have something to lose. and i dont want to lose what i do have. i lost all but 2 of my friends when i got married. and its very hard on me. all i do is see my wife and go to work. i never hang out with the 2 remaining friends i have, and it drives me insane. honestly i think being with her is what makes me feel thisway

 

[regal8r 5,000+ posts]

"joy wouldnt feel so good, if it weren't for pain"

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

" i like tater tots "

 

[SethPhillips 5,000+ posts]

Just another redhead. I'll throw a couple more of her pics up in the Hot Chicks Thread

i have had 1 close person to me kill themselves. he was a old boss and good friend of mine.. he was from the acid takeing day's and was off the wall at all times. if i could describe him i would say. hunter s. thompson... other then being a gonzo jernolist..... he was off the wall!!!! plus he was a carpet layer.....had a smiley face with a bullit hole in it's forhead on his spare tire cover on his van.. he was a cool *** dude to. the things he would tell me where crazy. i remember him telling me about how he ate a book of acid. sat in a closet and listend to jimmy hendrix with headphones on....... so he was out there...

well i left him to go to car audio school. when i came back i found out he had taken a m1000 and stuck it in his mouth and lit it with a zippo..... he was a crazy son of a ***** so when i found out how he did it. it was like... wow.

R.I.P. Bobby " the man"

 

[regal8r 5,000+ posts]

i have had 1 close person to me kill themselves. he was a old boss and good friend of mine.. he was from the acid takeing day's and was off the wall at all times. if i could describe him i would say. hunter s. thompson... other then being a gonzo jernolist..... he was off the wall!!!! plus he was a carpet layer.....had a smiley face with a bullit hole in it's forhead on his spare tire cover on his van.. he was a cool *** dude to. the things he would tell me where crazy. i remember him telling me about how he ate a book of acid. sat in a closet and listend to jimmy hendrix with headphones on....... so he was out there...
well i left him to go to car audio school. when i came back i found out he had taken a m1000 and stuck it in his mouth and lit it with a zippo..... he was a crazy son of a ***** so when i found out how he did it. it was like... wow.

R.I.P. Bobby " the man"

holy shit...thats a different way to kill yourself...

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

1 of my friends friends i met 1 time was depressed and ended up doing cocaine, wrote a letter to his parents and friends appologizing, then when my friends sister came home she found him hanging by his neck from his bowflex.

 

[regal8r 5,000+ posts]

1 of my friends friends i met 1 time was depressed and ended up doing cocaine, wrote a letter to his parents and friends appologizing, then when my friends sister came home she found him hanging by his neck from his bowflex.

friend of mine was dangling from his basketball hoop

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[orphe 10+ year member]

anyone on here ever get to the point of saying **** it all and ending life? anyone depressed, on medication? express your thoughts. people like to know theyre not alone
me, myself. after 3 1/2 years of marriage, 6 years of xanax and valium, and always being broke, have come to a breaking point. i feel like im going insane. anyone else.

Good luck in all your future endeavors!!!

 

[Scoobydoo 5,000+ posts]

ive never considered it really, ive been horribly depressed thouwhat did it for me was realizing that really, life is a one way ticket, jobs, hobbies, everything you do in life is just making the act of waiting to die more interesting

our purpose in life is to reproduce

thats it

but i try not to think about it

ya or the fact that you could die any second of any day

or you could fall asleep and just never wake up

and if your dead you wont even know it until it is too late

 

[HitManSE 10+ year member]

Nope. Because its not going to solve any problems & its a cowardly way out. Nothing is worth taking your life, not to mention im too thick headed to think I cant deal with something.

 

[twentyinchburb 10+ year member]

Its kind of odd that this was brought up, my best friends dad killed himself two nights ago. He went and hid in the closet took a bunch of pills and they found him the next morning. This was like the third time he has tried to take his life. I guess the third time was a charm for him.