ever think about *******?

[reed dollaz 10+ year member]

anyone on here ever get to the point of saying **** it all and ending life? anyone depressed, on medication? express your thoughts. people like to know theyre not alone

me, myself. after 3 1/2 years of marriage, 6 years of xanax and valium, and always being broke, have come to a breaking point. i feel like im going insane. anyone else.

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[bonesninja 5,000+ posts]

been there before bro...suffered from serious post traumatic stress after the army. Felt extremely guilty for some things and almost shot myself one night. The birth of my son really saved my life.

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

i thought about it probally 5 or 6 times when i was younger but really dont anymore. Since my g/f came into my life things have been better. Couldnt really imagine doing it now.

 

[regal8r 5,000+ posts]

couple times...

 

[CrazedCat 10+ year member]

I came home the other day and saw that my 2 bulldogs had pooped in their pen area while I was at work (they normally can hold it all day) and some of it got on the wall (NO idea how) and I wished I was dead.

Does this count?

 

[reed dollaz 10+ year member]

I came home the other day and saw that my 2 bulldogs had pooped in their pen area while I was at work (they normally can hold it all day) and some of it got on the wall (NO idea how) and I wished I was dead.
Does this count?

that made me LOL. thanks //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif needed that

 

[Beat_Dominator 5,000+ posts]

Nope. I suffer from clinical depression but that isn't one of my symptoms. I guess I'm too stubborn to let the crap that happens in life beat me.

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

that made me LOL. thanks //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif needed that

lol x2

 

[Tonyguy 10+ year member]

It used to cross my mind. But my g/f has kept me happy and my mind off of it, now I just look foward to having a kid.

 

[Tiger Bass 5,000+ posts]

This probably isn't the forum you want to confide this type of information because you will likely end up killing yourself after all the flaming is done...

But regardless, I've been at the point you are at. What triggered it for me was thinking about religious ish and thinking about what happens to us after we die. You know, the whole "What is our purpose of earth" spiel. I went to see a doctor, we talked, and he gave me some Zoloft for a while. Got me all balanced out and now I'm more worried about getting through college without failing out and wondering if the chick from the party a couple nights ago is going to call me back. But the biggest part that helped me was just knowing that other people go through this type of shit all the time and it's nothing to go insane over. So that's why I figured I'd tell my story even though you are obviously much older than me and with different problems.

 

[reed dollaz 10+ year member]

kind of odd. we have all though about *******, and are all interested in the same hobby. great/weak minds think alike after all. must be some psychological breakdown with out diagnosis. all of you have thought about it, yet most people would deny it. we share the same intrests/desires and the same fears. odd?

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

tiger bass = emo? lol

 

[reed dollaz 10+ year member]

This probably isn't the forum you want to confide this type of information because you will likely end up killing yourself after all the flaming is done...
But regardless, I've been at the point you are at. What triggered it for me was thinking about religious ish and thinking about what happens to us after we die. You know, the whole "What is our purpose of earth" spiel. I went to see a doctor, we talked, and he gave me some Zoloft for a while. Got me all balanced out and now I'm more worried about getting through college without failing out and wondering if the chick from the party a couple nights ago is going to call me back. But the biggest part that helped me was just knowing that other people go through this type of shit all the time and it's nothing to go insane over. So that's why I figured I'd tell my story even though you are obviously much older than me and with different problems.

na i wouldnt get more suicidal from being flamed online. my LIFE is what depresses me. not an internet forum //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/smile.gif.1ebc41e1811405b213edfc4622c41e27.gif

 

[pitbull12887 10+ year member]

kind of odd. we have all though about *******, and are all interested in the same hobby. great/weak minds think alike after all. must be some psychological breakdown with out diagnosis. all of you have thought about it, yet most people would deny it. we share the same intrests/desires and the same fears. odd?

oh noezzzzz! car audio is a sign of the devil!!!! //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/rage.gif.0ad8a6e5565b5fddce406566fdd05149.gif

 

[TheFiverMan 10+ year member]

i think about it all the time..