ever just feel like not going on anymore.....

[97gp 5,000+ posts]

have you guys ever had a time in your life when you just feel like you cant go on anymore? well im at that point right now.....last week coming home from work my ex was in my driveway when i pulled in, my first though was "oh crap....this is gonna be some drama" but when she got out of the car the look in her eyes was cold and unforgettable....she started crying the moment we made eye contact, and i asked her what was wrong, and where was hannah (my daughter)

at the sound of her name she just started bawling, then she gave me the worst news of my life....the night before she went to check on hannah when she was sleeping, and she said that she peeked in and something didnt look right, so she was going to wake her up to make sure she was alright, she said her name a few times and she didnt respond, so she went to pick her up, and she was very cold to the touch,and completely limp, she was breathing, but struggling she ran into the front room and called 911, hannah had passed by the time they got there, she had heart failure

how does a 2 year old have random heart failure!?!?!

my kids were my everything, my son is 10 months old and you can tell he knows somethings wrong...its so sad

im sorry for the rant guys.... i just had to vent.....i have not left the bed for almost a week, i think i might have gotten fired fired from my job.....just dont feel like im going to make it

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[csu87 10+ year member]

man im sorry for your loss. i know it doesnt help but she is in a better place now

 

[terra 5,000+ posts]

Sounds oddly familiar

 

[97gp 5,000+ posts]

man im sorry for your loss. i know it doesnt help but she is in a better place now

Yea its just really tough.

Sounds oddly familiar

You have no idea what its like.

 

[KyleBechtold 5,000+ posts]

you troll so often and now you are playing the guy crossing the bridge.. so no compassion for you

 

[obrien202 10+ year member]

edit

 

[terra 5,000+ posts]

Why does this seem so familiar...?

And the lightbulb finally turns on!

Do work lol

 

[aviator08 10+ year member]

Thats horrible man but you got to keep going you have another kid

 

[azimuth 5,000+ posts]

sleeping won't fill that empty spot you now have. you lost a piece of yourself. some would fill it with jim beam or dope, then learn the hard way that they can't fill a hole vacated by love, with inanimate powders and liquids. i'm just sayin'.

 

[terra 5,000+ posts]

Ahhh Gohilla!

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[traksta15 10+ year member]

Good luck man, sorry for your loss. Just remember that you gotta stay strong for the other kid and if you quit then what happens to him?

 

[loudmofo 5,000+ posts]

just do it kill yourself now its easy to end it asap.

 

[SicAudio 5,000+ posts]

cuz it was posted a couple weeks ago iirc //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

 

[loudmofo 5,000+ posts]

cuz it was posted a couple weeks ago iirc //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

try like 6 months ago

 

[lucas569 10+ year member]

thats very hard to deal with but time does heal all wounds, it sounds cliche but its very true.

dont forget you have a son that NEEDS you very much and its OK to feel sad, its very normal. cry and sulk as much as you need to, let it out. When your ready to regain your footstep youll know.