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[jdawg90 10+ year member]

I'm not suicidal. At nights I just think about my life. I feel like I have no real friends.. seems like I rsrely get hittup to hang and Its only for me to do something for someone. I guess my issue is lack of having friends.

I used to be like that too about friends. I'd overthink things in general at night (especially when I smoked a lot of weed). If someone wants to hang out, cool, if not I'm just as happy playing black ops or browsing the internet. Idk for me the issue was I was too worried about what other people were doing or what I thought I was supposed to be doing (back in high school) rather than what I wanted to do.

I don't have any real friends either. My best friend stabbed me in the back hard about a year ago and since then I've had friends come and go but no real friends. Aside from wanting to seriously injure my former best friend, I don't really give a fuck about friends. TBH I prefer doing my own thing rather than hanging out with people.

But yeah, try cutting back on the weed dude.

 

[Slo_Ride 5,000+ posts]

I'm not suicidal. At nights I just think about my life. I feel like I have no real friends.. seems like I rsrely get hittup to hang and Its only for me to do something for someone. I guess my issue is lack of having friends.

this is your fault. needing others to justify your life. i hate everyone. but i do so equally.

 

[michaellane 5,000+ posts]

Sometimes it is hard always having everyone rely on you. Also could be a lack of sleep and needing somethi g new to occupy your mind at night. Have you gained any weight recently? Try working out a little. Will be rough at first but not for long. Please feel free to pm me. I am in the middle of stuff right now and cannot give you 100% of my attention. Please shoot me a message my man

 

[SethPhillips 5,000+ posts]

man up and quit being a little bitcch

 

[OldManBass]

Serious answer, talk to your Dr. That's real talk.

And pray, I will pray for you as well. May the peace of the Lord be with you.

 

[brandonkain82 10+ year member]

Serious answer, talk to your Dr. That's real talk.
And pray, I will pray for you as well. May the peace of the Lord be with you.

Honestly bro everything changed in my life when I found christ. Been in and out of rehabs and more trouble than u would believe. If u wanna talk bro 708 369 0435. I know what your going through because I went through it years ago. Your late teens early twenties is a rough period. The only person I talk to anymore is my homie timmy13091. Coolest dude I ever met.

 

[LOUDNDEEP 10+ year member]

i went through a rough patch in my early 20's. i lost my long time girlfriend, shady friends, and i really didnt know what i wanted out of life. my only true friend bought me a dirt bike. it was a little kx80 but it took my mind off of all the bs. within weeks i had my 400ex and i still ride every chance i get. its one of the few things i can do to keep my mind off of the bs. just find something that interests you and keeps your mind occupied. i wish you the best of luck and keep your head up man. we all go through this at one point in our lives.

 

[Dirtrider4eva 10+ year member]

i went through a rough patch in my early 20's. i lost my long time girlfriend, shady friends, and i really didnt know what i wanted out of life. my only true friend bought me a dirt bike. it was a little kx80 but it took my mind off of all the bs. within weeks i had my 400ex and i still ride every chance i get. its one of the few things i can do to keep my mind off of the bs. just find something that interests you and keeps your mind occupied. i wish you the best of luck and keep your head up man. we all go through this at one point in our lives.

yikes im sorry. ive been stabbed in the back numerous times by best friends.. not so much anymore.

i love dirtbiking. i used to do that for a good 8 years. loved it. i had a ttr230 my dad had a honda 600 single cylinder with enough torque to dig a whole

Honestly bro everything changed in my life when I found christ. Been in and out of rehabs and more trouble than u would believe. If u wanna talk bro 708 369 0435. I know what your going through because I went through it years ago. Your late teens early twenties is a rough period. The only person I talk to anymore is my homie timmy13091. Coolest dude I ever met.

thanks man. i appreciate it. i just gotta get it together i suppose.

Serious answer, talk to your Dr. That's real talk.
And pray, I will pray for you as well. May the peace of the Lord be with you.

i might have to. i appreciate it.

Sometimes it is hard always having everyone rely on you. Also could be a lack of sleep and needing somethi g new to occupy your mind at night. Have you gained any weight recently? Try working out a little. Will be rough at first but not for long. Please feel free to pm me. I am in the middle of stuff right now and cannot give you 100% of my attention. Please shoot me a message my man

havent gained any recently. i usually float from 215-230. i work out once in a while. went for a 5k the other day. take the dog out alot. i get around

 

[OldManBass]

Well man, I'm still praying for you.

My fiance and I called it quits Thursday night, so I'm going through a spot right now too.

Keep your head up, and if it gets bad, please go to your doctor.

 

[Savstyle 10+ year member]

Sounds like your extremly stressed and dont have anyone to vent frustration to. Since your the "rock" people close to come to speak with. You dont seem to have that and there have been alot of big changes over the past year it seems. You need to break down and talk to someone your close to. Release all the stuff that is stuck on your mind. The reason it doesnt hit you during the day is because your staying busy. Then in the evening it all comes back and hits you like a ton of bricks. You have a couple good talks to someone the weight your feeling will begin to release.

Now if you dont have anyone personally you can speak with, speak with a Psychologist. Before things take a turn in the wrong direction because it will if you holding in what your feeling. Depending on where you work or where you goto school there should be a way to get some consoling. Look into it, it could truly help you.

Good luck man, my moms a psychologist so ive had this type of conversation with her.

 

[Joseph M 10+ year member]

Talk with God. Just vent your issues out loud as if your speaking with him. Might sound weird but will definitely help

 

[bubbagumper6 5,000+ posts]

Find a hobby. I don't recommend religion but that's just me. My two favorites have already been mentioned, motorcycles and working out. They each have their purpose.

Working out always clears my mind of everything, so if I want to forget about something I hit the gym. While I'm in there my mind is only focused on lifting, nothing else and it's calming.

Taking long rides on the bike is basically like meditating. It doesn't allow me to forget, but it gives me time to focus my thoughts and make important (difficult) decisions.

Smoking weed also helps me a lot but you have to use it responsibly...

 

[phemps 10+ year member]

f*ck that ill fish in the rain. ive fished while storming and actually caught a bunch

I know someone that was fishing in a storm and got struck by lightening hah his pole was demolished and you can see where the lightning grounded through his boot and blew out the side crazy chit

 

[bubbagumper6 5,000+ posts]

god ronda rousey is so smexy

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[bgowdy 5,000+ posts]

I know someone that was fishing in a storm and got struck by lightening hah his pole was demolished and you can see where the lightning grounded through his boot and blew out the side crazy chit

i guess im just lucky then. i wouldnt hold the rod unless i set the hook on a fish