i went through a rough patch in my early 20's. i lost my long time girlfriend, shady friends, and i really didnt know what i wanted out of life. my only true friend bought me a dirt bike. it was a little kx80 but it took my mind off of all the bs. within weeks i had my 400ex and i still ride every chance i get. its one of the few things i can do to keep my mind off of the bs. just find something that interests you and keeps your mind occupied. i wish you the best of luck and keep your head up man. we all go through this at one point in our lives.