BME: Tell me a little about yourself.MICHELLE: I am twenty-seven years old, five and a half feet tall and 135 pounds. I reside in Denver, Colorado. I am married to the adult actress, BisexualBritni and have been for almost eight years.
BME: And tell me a little about your difficulties with *** addiction?
MICHELLE: I have a huge problem with *** addiction and have been trying to shed light on the fact that women suffer from *** addiction as well as men. I have been fired from every job I have ever had for having *** on the job. I had affairs on my first husband to the point where he killed himself. I have had almost thirty affairs on Britni, and my marriage with her is in shambles.
I will betray anyone, at any time, to have *** with men or women. When I tried to fight my addiction and not have *** with people, I got myself jailed three times for domestic assaults on Britni. I have been confined to mental institutions twice for my outbursts that stem from not acting on my addiction. I have desperately tried to get help for my addiction, but all the hospitals who treat ****** addictions only cater to men and have no facilities for women. I currently attend *** Addicts Anonymous (SAA) meetings and am doing the best I can with my addiction.
BME: When did the tattooing process begin?
MICHELLE: I started the tattoo process during the time I was initially trying not to act out on my addiction. Since I was trying hard not to actually have *** with everyone I spoke to during a day, my ****** addiction came out in other ways. My mind could not, would not, and could not stop focusing on *** 24/7 — I was wet and turned on all day, every day. My ***** ached so bad for attention that I could barely function.
I combated this, and in an attempt not to cheat on Britni again, I started tattooing what I was thinking on my body. The tattoo process — the pain — helped release the endorphins I live for, and when I looked in a mirror I could see what I was addicted to. Of course, being a *** addict, once I realized that the ****** tattoos made me feel better, I started doing a lot of them and I will be adding many more.
BME: How did the tattoos progress?
MICHELLE: I started with the "*** ****" tattoo and had no intentions of going further at that point. Then, while I was obsessing about ***, I would think of another tattoo and go have that done. Then, another and another. The words got more direct as the tattoos went on. By the time I was at "*** in me" and "**** my ***** ***", I started to realize I was acting on my ****** addiction in a different way. I can barely go a day without having ***, and everything I do in my life is geared toward having ***. I can have four extramarital affairs a week and not break a sweat or feel any guilt — my body drives me toward *** to a degree most doctors have never heard of.
BME: Do any of the tattoos show while you're out in public?
MICHELLE: The two girls kissing on my chest shows up daily in most everything I wear, and since I often wear bare midriff shirts, the "*** ****" and "*** in me" tattoos show up rather often. Plus, I have the lesbian tattoo on my lower left ankle and script that says "girls will do girls" — plenty of people see them, and plenty are offended by them I am sure. Though my wife is the adult actress, and I have posed for very few adult-type photos, the Internet's reaction to the tattoos has been overwhelming — I was sort of surprised actually. BME is the first to publish my photos on an actual website.
BME: What would you say to feminists that say the tattoos are negative toward women?
MICHELLE: Feminists bother me. They decide what is good and bad for women in the same way men do. I will do what I please, when I please, and that is feminism. I will or will not get whatever tattoo I like.
BME: Who did the tattoos? Was it hard to convince them?
MICHELLE: In LA, the ink was done by Nathan's Tattoo on Topanga Canyon Blvd, and in Denver, the work was done by Low Life Tattoo on Broadway. I have to stay with those shops as quite a few won't do this sort of work. I was told "no thanks" several times before I found artists open minded enough to do what I asked them for. Nathan's Tattoo in LA really enjoyed doing this sort of work. I think it was new and different to them, and a break from the same old stuff.
BME: What do your partners think of the ink?
MICHELLE: Men absolutely love the ink. They like to act out what my tattoos say — "**** my ***** *****" and so on. Britni thinks they are hot, as do many other girls I have had *** with. People basically love the ink until I upset them, or say no to having *** with them — then they are easy targets for insults... "What kind of loser tattoos themselves with shit like that?" or "I bet your mom and dad are proud of you."
BME: Have doctors said anything about them?
MICHELLE: A handful of doctors have seen them and said nothing. I can see it in their eyes when they read them, but to their credit, they say nothing. I did have one nurse in a mental hospital go down on me after asking a few questions about my tattoos. So the ink seems to have prompted at least one healthcare professional to act improperly. I was just surprised it was a woman that did it, and not a man.
BME: Your 'A' is a Scarlet Letter reference I assume?
MICHELLE: Yes, you're right. It is a scarlet letter and brands me as the Adultress that I am. I don't mean to have the affairs that I have, but I seem powerless to stop them. If someone pays attention to me, the only thing I can think about, until I have *** with them, is having *** with them.
BME: When you call yourself "The Pass Around Girl", is that literal, or is it a persona?
MICHELLE: My last job was an $80,000 a year position as a supervisor for RTD in Denver — I was fired for having *** with the people I supervised. I found out I was known as the "pass around girl" by the bus drivers. It was not a term of endearment, I assure you. The term just sort of stuck, and that is often how I am referred to, and I often refer to myself as such.
BME: Thank you! Finally, how can people get in touch with you?
MICHELLE: I hope my story has been able to help people — I can be contacted at
HawtBiGirl@aol.com.
Shannon Larratt
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Shannon Larratt is the editor and publisher of BMEZINE.COM, the largest and oldest full-spectrum body modification publication on the planet. He also is known for his promotion of radical individualistic politics, spirituality, and on a more base level, his main vice: exotic cars.
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