that really ****'s man im sorry for your loss man
i lost a friend after a game of basketball, we were going back home and this douch gang members started a drive by, they were shooting the house we were crossing by, everyone ran, one bullet caught one of my friends, he chocke on his own blood, he died in a period of 1 minute, it was 3 of use, just the feeling alone of not knowing what to do at the moment etc, is horrible i would never forget that, i caught trama over that and needed shycological help for like 6 months. it breaks me down everytime i think about it :[