I am very sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what it's like to loose someone like Beastyle. From what I have seen and read from Beastyle himself, he was a very smart, friendly and outgoing person. The world would be a lot better with more people like him, you should be very proud of him. We all hope for the best but sometimes we don't get what we asked for, but I can tell you this, he has definitely touched my life. Even though I didn't know him in person, I will never forget his friendliness and willingness to help anyone. I wish you and your family the best in this time of sorrow.
Phat.