i didnt know you could have a godbrother.i have a friend in the same position as you. his mom dies of an anurism about three years ago. my dads mom died when he was 15.
it has been almost 3 months since my best friend/godbrother was killed in a wreck.
life is tough, but those that we have lost would have wanted us to go on.
Unless you're the one that died.that is how life is..
....life goes on.