adjetta
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So I have been getting myself pumped up since early october to finally get my build underway.
My last system was taken down by insufficent voltage on one fateful december morning in 2012. It was at that point that I promised myself that my next system would be proper, no short cuts or expenses spared... Everything was going pretty well too, I sold alot of old car parts, fried amps, and misc junk on ebay. Seeing that I really don't make that much money; every cent helps you avoid cutting corners.
Firstly in october I purchased a Mechman 270 amp alt, that was a cool $550 nearly everything I made on ebay. At that point I hit the inevitable wall of a woman telling me how to spend my money...well how not to. So I had to start saving slowly but surely... well that plan flopped. So with my fiances birthday and Christmas on the horizon, I felt guilty and spent my savings on gifts. The way I tricked myself into doing so was promising that my Christmas bonus was going towards my stereo, fair enough I figured...**** my unselfish nature
So its bonus time...2nd best sales year in history for my company. My counterpart and I run the entire shipping and receiving operation, we are quite literally the heart of the company, the hardest working, and the lowest salary...So at this company in which I have been dedicated too and at which I have feverishly working to make my presence known for the past 2.5 years...Due to a bunch of new employees in the development and sale department, and other various expenses throughout the year it appears that my counterpart and i are just no longer worth the annual Christmas bonus in which we foolishly have grown to depend on...
Sure its not the CEO's fault, but its at his discretion who receives a bonus and who does not. its not like the rest of the company which for the most part makes above 45k a year is struggling too hard to make ends meat.... but yea the warehouse clerk.... the one who only makes 23k...he couldn't benefit from a bonus, hes only the guy who works at least 10 hours over a week without compensation, performs any maintenance throughout the facility, shovels the snow, runs the errands, sweeps the floors, really anything he gets asked/forced to do...
The warehouse clerk is starting to realize this christmas that he cant really afford a hobby, he can barely afford the mortage, I got my hopes up pretty dang high, but this has thrown a major wrench in my plans, I don't want to lose my motivation, but I can't see a way I can finish my build now...
i'm sure allot of you on here struggle, and I think I am just getting impatient, but I feel pretty low, i was hoping people who have been or who are as equally broke as me could help motivate me into not giving up this tiny dream
I'm ready to make this S&&T happen, but I Just dont see how
My last system was taken down by insufficent voltage on one fateful december morning in 2012. It was at that point that I promised myself that my next system would be proper, no short cuts or expenses spared... Everything was going pretty well too, I sold alot of old car parts, fried amps, and misc junk on ebay. Seeing that I really don't make that much money; every cent helps you avoid cutting corners.
Firstly in october I purchased a Mechman 270 amp alt, that was a cool $550 nearly everything I made on ebay. At that point I hit the inevitable wall of a woman telling me how to spend my money...well how not to. So I had to start saving slowly but surely... well that plan flopped. So with my fiances birthday and Christmas on the horizon, I felt guilty and spent my savings on gifts. The way I tricked myself into doing so was promising that my Christmas bonus was going towards my stereo, fair enough I figured...**** my unselfish nature
So its bonus time...2nd best sales year in history for my company. My counterpart and I run the entire shipping and receiving operation, we are quite literally the heart of the company, the hardest working, and the lowest salary...So at this company in which I have been dedicated too and at which I have feverishly working to make my presence known for the past 2.5 years...Due to a bunch of new employees in the development and sale department, and other various expenses throughout the year it appears that my counterpart and i are just no longer worth the annual Christmas bonus in which we foolishly have grown to depend on...
Sure its not the CEO's fault, but its at his discretion who receives a bonus and who does not. its not like the rest of the company which for the most part makes above 45k a year is struggling too hard to make ends meat.... but yea the warehouse clerk.... the one who only makes 23k...he couldn't benefit from a bonus, hes only the guy who works at least 10 hours over a week without compensation, performs any maintenance throughout the facility, shovels the snow, runs the errands, sweeps the floors, really anything he gets asked/forced to do...
The warehouse clerk is starting to realize this christmas that he cant really afford a hobby, he can barely afford the mortage, I got my hopes up pretty dang high, but this has thrown a major wrench in my plans, I don't want to lose my motivation, but I can't see a way I can finish my build now...
i'm sure allot of you on here struggle, and I think I am just getting impatient, but I feel pretty low, i was hoping people who have been or who are as equally broke as me could help motivate me into not giving up this tiny dream
I'm ready to make this S&&T happen, but I Just dont see how
