to the OP...i don't like to spread my personal life around the net, esp. in off topic sections of forums, but i know where you're coming from. i'm only 20...yes we are young, but not THAT young, and just because we are young doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. hurts even more when that other person and you shared everything together and then they turn into a completely different person after they leave you for stupid sh*t that you could have changed. i guess i agree with the "good friend" statement. she wanted to remain friends afterwards and we both said we considered each other our best friend, but that was 5 months ago. she's all into partying now. shouldn't i be at 20 years old? maybe so, but it really just isn't my thing. kinda outgrew it freshmen year really fast. it's all superficial and fake. guess it takes learning that on your own though. i still have hope though. and i could care less about the flaming that is probably coming. all it means is that whoever does and is older than me, i guess you a) haven't found something or someone in your life that means that much to you yet or b.) you've been hurt so much that you're just numb to "pain". i know i am young and i know that there will ALWAYS be "someone else", but that doesn't mean that that person will replace that one. anyways...have a good night guys. on my way out to a party soon haha. she'll be there though //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif