Crunk Times, My friend.....Crunk Times

[luvinthebass 5,000+ posts]

I feel the darkness over me

Now i'm so blind that i cannot see

Pressure is rising, heart racing, feeling the fear

Stuck in this warp that only i can stand, no one near

No one there to save me now this time

When you're stuck in life it feels like such a crime

Just wanna shed my tears till i can't shed any more

I feel them falling slowly from my eyes and sinking deeply into my core

Thoughts in my head playin like a movie day by day

I"m livin in a depression mode, i know i'll be okay

The alcohol numbing the pain is my high

I look at the world and watch the time pass me by

No one to hug me while i fade slowly into my path of doom

Wishin it was over very ****in soon

Seems i'm stuck in the middle, i can't find my way out of this maze

Searching for what i want but no luck, feeling dazed

What the **** am i supposed to do

The pain rushing through my body makin me into someone new

Can't concentrate, i'm trying to fight

Livin in this warped reality, i'll never see the light

 

[Verlander]

I ran this plan by my sister and she seems rather concerned. She wanted me to talk to her, but for some reason, I find it easier to discuss my plans with strangers //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/confused.gif.e820e0216602db4765798ac39d28caa9.gif She even offered to pay for counseling. I may have to bump this up to April 11th since she will probably try to thrawrt my plans.

 

[bdawson72 5,000+ posts]

Ello

 

[luvinthebass 5,000+ posts]

ice u seem to have the winter blues

 

[Verlander]

It really came to me today. I go into work and catch this cute little employee shop lifting. This hoe had gotten me in trouble for ****** harassment so this was payback. Not only that, but she got taken away in handcuffs, and I have always found cute girls in cuffs to be erotic yet I was unphased. I new something was not right. I then sat in my office in deep thought and realized just how unsuccessful I am, so I hatched this plan.

 

[bdawson72 5,000+ posts]

Whats this plan that you speak of

 

[Verlander]

Whats this plan that you speak of

I've been discussing it at great length here. If my life does not improve by the time I turn 25, I will end it on my 25th birthday. I'm currently a few months shy of 23, so I have two years to get things in order.

 

[luvinthebass 5,000+ posts]

yeah it's always the deep thought that gets you, hten i think of all the things i'm thankful for and glad to have in my life and my mood improves.

 

[luvinthebass 5,000+ posts]

i believe i have this my diagnosing myself cuz every winter i feel like shit...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seasonal_affective_disorder

 

[Chevillac 5,000+ posts]

both, even if i do find one i'd prolly mess the relationship up, i've never fallen in love either with a girl, it has all been lust, so i have no idea what it is in my 23 years of up and down life.

wow. try a man is my only suggestion to that.

Seriously though, you base your life success on having a girl?

What I meant was, I haven't started to talk about how my *** life has taken a nose dive. I guess putting on 120 pounds after high school will kill it.

oh.

You guys are depressing me. My life isn't exactly where I want it to be right now either, but I'm not giving up, nor plan to any time in the future.

me either. I have

i know i want to go back to college but i'm still undecided on what i want to do with my life.

Just go back, I am. Im forcing myself to, which is part of the reason for this whole FL move im doing. School is cheaper, I wont have to pay bills of owning a house for a month or two, Ill be getting paid to go to school, so I really dont have a reason not to go.

Ello

these people are very uncrunk right now. get your soldiers straight son.

ice u seem to have the winter blues

I have the winter blues.

lets recap my weekend. Friday, my godfather dies. today, i lost my phone on the side of I-95, after my gas meter broke and my car ran out of gas. My car is burning fuel liek no other and i May have a fuel leak, maybe. I broke a bolt off in the head while changing the valve cover gasket.WEak *** lowes bolts........ my mexican lady is all the way in Cali and was horny, but we are like 3000 miles away from eachother. Som efat ***** was hitting on me, punched me in my chest. An old lady was hitting on me. I go to try to order my auto train ticket, and the prices have jumped $200. But i laugh about pretty much all these situations. **** it, life goes on.

 

[Verlander]

I've been miserable for about 7 years. I generally hide it with humor or thoughts of murdering people.

 

[luvinthebass 5,000+ posts]

i been miserable for about 5 years

 

[Verlander]

I also analyzed my future and realize, I have absolutely zero skills. There is nothing I can do better then a majority of people. I have limited computer skills, limited people skills, limited social skills, limited physical ability. I also lack charm and karisma, and the abilty to network. I have concluded I'm useless, hence why I am no farther along at 22 then at 16. It seems my skill development stopped at 16.

 

[luvinthebass 5,000+ posts]

you shuld take one of those personality tests Ice, they are interesting.

 

[Chevillac 5,000+ posts]

ive been miserable for about 5 minutes reading youlls miserable *** posts.

get over it, or get over not gettin over it.