Crunk Flammable Jello Times

[joetama 5,000+ posts]

you dont watch the Seinfeld //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif you didnt understand where it came from




Benya ...again Seinfeld

Oh I know where it came from.

 

[UndercoverPunk 5,000+ posts]

NOah did work.

 

[UndercoverPunk 5,000+ posts]

 

[Megalomaniac 5,000+ posts]

HEY!

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

zARG!!!

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[Acidburn 5,000+ posts]

Or...

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well aren't you special Mr. Fancy McAwesomepants

 

[UndercoverPunk 5,000+ posts]

Warrrrg!

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

Yarrrg!!!

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[Megalomaniac 5,000+ posts]

i need new studio furniture...

i got an iKea down the block from me, i looked at their site, they dont have a lot of stuff on there...you think the store has more items?

 

[UndercoverPunk 5,000+ posts]

nAAAARRRRG!

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

Man, I'm about to fall asleep browsing the internets, bout time for bed I guess.

No class tomorrow though... so time to sleep in //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

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[Megalomaniac 5,000+ posts]

Night Night keep your butthole tight!

 

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

Yet again, exactly what I was doing. EXACTLY Hollis, I've been through this.
I loved talking to her, and I felt amazing when I was on the phone or havin a conversation texting with her. But then whenever I wasn't, I'd slide back down... it was like a roller coaster... up and down all in a few hours.

I would eat for like 40hours at a time, just because I didn't feel I needed to... felt sick to my stomach most of the time.

A lot of people told me how strong I was... that I just cut her off completely. You need to get some strength up and tell her. Like I said before, if you mean anything to her... she will respect her wishes. Cutting her off will let her know what it's like without you, let her know what she's missing.

If she can't do that for you, or if she can... and doesn't come crawling back... then she's NOT the one for you. And you don't need/deserve that...

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i think thats kind of what its coming down to...

she just got kicked out of her house this morning though... she called me at 530 this morning to tell me about it. her mom just flipped out about some things, her mom is crazy though... i know it will blow over, but still, i dont think i can tell her what i wanted to tell her tonight... and i dont even know that ill get to see her for the dinner we had planned tonight... //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif

i know it needs to happen, things are just already going kind of crazy in her life at the moment, and i dont want to add to it with that right now, it somehow seems like i would be the one being unfair... but like i said, im positive the deal with her mom will blow over quickly, and i can do what i need to do... even though i still dont want to. but i guess im going to give her the choice by telling her that if she is going to date him i cant stay around.

 

[UndercoverPunk 5,000+ posts]

i know it needs to happen, things are just already going kind of crazy in her life at the moment, and i dont want to add to it with that right now, it somehow seems like i would be the one being unfair... but like i said, im positive the deal with her mom will blow over quickly, and i can do what i need to do... even though i still dont want to. but i guess im going to give her the choice by telling her that if she is going to date him i cant stay around.

Hollis, I know it's easy to tell someone this from the outside looking in, but IMO, from what I've been through...

You need to not worry about being unfair to her, because she is being unfair to you. She can't have your cake and blow some other cake, that's gluttony.

(I'm the metaphor/analogy king BTW. I'm also good with handling things in a delicate manner //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif )

Back on point, if you are more concerned in facilitating someone who isn't going to benefit you and that causes you more grief, all your doing is shitting on yourself. The worlds not going to magically stop shitting on you, you HAVE TO take the bull by the balls and make it happen, be selfish, because what you've been doing doesn't seem to have worked.

I'm really not trying to be an *******, I really want to see you feeling better man, but this was a lesson I learned about a year ago, it was possibly the hardest, yet most useful lesson I've ever learned.

I can't say our situations were exactly alike but they were very similar. This is the same advise I gave Noah, although I'm pretty sure I was more of a dick about it to him. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif And it's now what Noah, and everyone else is trying to tell you.

You really have to do this for you, and no matter how you handle it, you have to do SOMETHING, because staying in that hole will get you nowhere other than the bottom of that hole.

I love you guy. In the gayest way possible. Considering I've never met you.

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

Hollis, I know it's easy to tell someone this from the outside looking in, but IMO, from what I've been through...
You need to not worry about being unfair to her, because she is being unfair to you. She can't have your cake and blow some other cake, that's gluttony.

(I'm the metaphor/analogy king BTW. I'm also good with handling things in a delicate manner //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif )

Back on point, if you are more concerned in facilitating someone who isn't going to benefit you and that causes you more grief, all your doing is shitting on yourself. The worlds not going to magically stop shitting on you, you HAVE TO take the bull by the balls and make it happen, be selfish, because what you've been doing doesn't seem to have worked.

I'm really not trying to be an *******, I really want to see you feeling better man, but this was a lesson I learned about a year ago, it was possibly the hardest, yet most useful lesson I've ever learned.

I can't say our situations were exactly alike but they were very similar. This is the same advise I gave Noah, although I'm pretty sure I was more of a dick about it to him. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif And it's now what Noah, and everyone else is trying to tell you.

You really have to do this for you, and no matter how you handle it, you have to do SOMETHING, because staying in that hole will get you nowhere other than the bottom of that hole.

I love you guy. In the gayest way possible. Considering I've never met you.

INdeed.

That's how I finally got the balls to tell Emily.

She was happy, and had what she wanted... but I didn't. She had her space which I willingly gave her... but she also was able to call and talk to me and act like nothing had changed. It was comforting for her... she had everything she wanted... admitted it to me... and was being very selfish.

Well, she couldn't have everything she wanted, so I cut her off. Like I said, to give the real idea of what it's like without me. At the time, it was really to give her that idea to see if she still wanted it... once she didn't have it. And she still text me a few times reaching out. But the best thing that ever happened was me going through with it... and finally realizing she isn't what I need. I don't need someone who truly doesn't need me back. I came to the realization that she's not who I should be with right now, and I'm actually a better person. I'm happy that she broke it off... because I love being me.

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