:bsfag:Interesting you mention this. I've had no desire to live since I was about 18, so I developed a plan. I'm sure you are about the same age as me, since I'll be turning 23 soon, I decided that by the time I turn 25, if my life isn't any better, I'll simply end it. Now what i did is make a list of I want to be at 25. I also drafted funeral arrangements, farewell letter, burial site etc. I sealed this along with a key to a lock box with a revolver and one bullet. Now on my 25th birthday, I'll read this letter and make a determination. If I still fail at 25, odds are I'll fail at 30 and beyond so I might as well not be a drain on society anymore. In the mean time to cope with my impending doom, I have relied heavily on my psycotic behavior. I'm pretty much coasting through life by the seat of my pants.
Meh, I wouldn't expect a colored to understand since they don't lock their guns.:bsfag:
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Well, I don't want to kill myself... but I just don't really want to live. Like, I don't care if I live right now... at all.dude im sure its not that bad. now i see threads going up about u and im really worried now
I'm gonna be a bitch... for a while... I feel like I want to puke all the time... and I'm never really hungry at all...Stop being a *** about it. You'll be fine.
I'd have to OD on something...Interesting you mention this. I've had no desire to live since I was about 18, so I developed a plan. I'm sure you are about the same age as me, since I'll be turning 23 soon, I decided that by the time I turn 25, if my life isn't any better, I'll simply end it. Now what i did is make a list of I want to be at 25. I also drafted funeral arrangements, farewell letter, burial site etc. I sealed this along with a key to a lock box with a revolver and one bullet. Now on my 25th birthday, I'll read this letter and make a determination. If I still fail at 25, odds are I'll fail at 30 and beyond so I might as well not be a drain on society anymore. In the mean time to cope with my impending doom, I have relied heavily on my psycotic behavior. I'm pretty much coasting through life by the seat of my pants.
Or have to start talking to some shrink... that sucks.By the way if you make a plan like this, don't tell family members. I told my sister and she wouldn't leave me alone for a month straight.
Don't want to.I know how ya feel man, it sucks, but you'll get through it. We go be mack they hoes!
Phuck it.dude u got much to live for. but i see this as a phase. once u get thru this u will be thinking to yourself, "WTF was i thinking". Dude u got potential dont let this hender u
I don't care about life ATM...whats going on here?
well then, just exist for a lil while. im sure youll start living again eventually.Well, I don't want to kill myself... but I just don't really want to live. Like, I don't care if I live right now... at all.
I'm gonna be a bitch... for a while... I feel like I want to puke all the time... and I'm never really hungry at all...
I'd have to OD on something...
Or have to start talking to some shrink... that sucks.
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