dude im sure its not that bad. now i see threads going up about u and im really worried nowSo...
What should I do when I don't want to live?
nG
Interesting you mention this. I've had no desire to live since I was about 18, so I developed a plan. I'm sure you are about the same age as me, since I'll be turning 23 soon, I decided that by the time I turn 25, if my life isn't any better, I'll simply end it. Now what i did is make a list of I want to be at 25. I also drafted funeral arrangements, farewell letter, burial site etc. I sealed this along with a key to a lock box with a revolver and one bullet. Now on my 25th birthday, I'll read this letter and make a determination. If I still fail at 25, odds are I'll fail at 30 and beyond so I might as well not be a drain on society anymore. In the mean time to cope with my impending doom, I have relied heavily on my psycotic behavior. I'm pretty much coasting through life by the seat of my pants.So...
What should I do when I don't want to live?
nG