Self absorbed,impulsive and reckless behavior,wide mood swings,irritability,inappropriate intense anger,loss of contact with reality,narcissism,grandiosity and hyper sensitive just a few symptoms of borderline personality disorder.
I don't know what op has just my best guess
I actually live with someone who has bpd after a few years she's a 100% better. Not even an issue anymore
I look back and not sure how I got through it all but I guess I really love her.
She didn't have a drinking problem if she did it would've lasted a week
Anyway go fk yourself Bobby I gotta work again tomorrow but you can keep posting your sh** then tomorrow you can take another screen shot.