One last thing...
Let me highly recommend that you do whatever you need to do in a natural way.
If you take care of yourself w/out (prescribed) drugs, not only will you have a better grip on your own life (you might have side effects fromt he drugs), but you will also be proud of yourself for handling it yourself, and it will be easier for you to recognize future problems and deal with them.
Basically, you have no control over yourself. That's fine. Drugs will give you control of yourself, but that control will only last with the drugs. Leave the drugs out and find control over yourself in another way = you're good to go.
make sense?