You’re floundering, Matt.
Drowning in your own bullshit. You BS so much, you can’t even keep track of what you believe or disbelieve at any moment based on the narrative you want to follow.
I’ll rack this on since you added a bit after I quoted you.
“Knowledge”? Based on WHAT? Some fantasy books you read? Your inane belief that you are the second Jesus? A dream that you had?
Belief ain’t reality, kid. And there is no “knowledge” of a god or gods, if an afterlife, of interstellar travel from inside your brain.
It’s simply your fantasy world. A very scary thing, b/c there are people like you who are mobile and can snap at any moment and cause real harm to real people.