today

things are really starting to get to me. my perspective is either more distorted, or clearer than ever. i cant figure which of the two though. its strange because today is no better or worse than any other regular day. maybe im losing my mind. maybe im not. im not an impulsive person, but i snapped just for a second and put my head through my bedroom door earlier. i was just going to grab a towel to jump in the shower. strange, but even though it hurt, i felt more alive than i had the moment before. it almost seemed like i was concious again. tick...tick....tick....tick....

 
that was weeks ago and at least five years before that. i seriously doubt this is a repercussion of that. its a faint feeling thats been way more than faint lately.

 
The other day when I was installing the deadener in the truck I couldnt get the door pannels back on. For the first time since highschool I punched the wall and knocked a hole in it. I felt good up until the point where I had to get the god **** putty out to fix it.

 
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