things are really starting to get to me. my perspective is either more distorted, or clearer than ever. i cant figure which of the two though. its strange because today is no better or worse than any other regular day. maybe im losing my mind. maybe im not. im not an impulsive person, but i snapped just for a second and put my head through my bedroom door earlier. i was just going to grab a towel to jump in the shower. strange, but even though it hurt, i felt more alive than i had the moment before. it almost seemed like i was concious again. tick...tick....tick....tick....
