So I can't sleep. Lots of random thoughts have been running through my brain tonight. Just thinking about where my life has taken me, where I've been, the friends I've gained and lost over the past three years in college, where my schooling is going to take me, what my internship plans are, etc...
I'm a junior (almost senior) credit wise in pre-pharmacy. Very competitive major, about 1,500 applicants, and only 120 get in to grad school. I haven't had any internships yet, and to top it off, I just had the worst term of my college career GPA-wise, and am contemplating just getting a general science major with some sort of specialization... zoology, biology, molecular biology, chemistry, etc....
Not sure why I'm spouting this shit off in the thread, but hey what the **** ever, it's 4:30am and I can't sleep.
And girls should be the last thing on my brain, but I'm sort of been through a rough year with women. I've been having tons of fun, kickin' it, dancing, a little partying, but it seems like all my close friends are going to be with their current girlfriends for a long time, if not get married sometime soon.
Just trying to figure out where the **** I am in all of this. I know I sometimes take for granted being in college, but its almost as if I have a lack of "I want it" attitude. I used to be so d@mn enthusiastic and passionate about education, but it seems like I feel like I am being forced to now. So **** it, whatever.
Just ranting to myself... //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif