Ahh, so the topic is now love....
As I endlessly gaze at the horizon, staring at insecurity
The jaded bliss of your beauty is glaring with the purity
Those golden locks of hair, flowing and floating whimsically
As your inner-child is steadily growing intrinsically
Immortalized in yesteryear, your beauty lies in memories
For when I picture you now it's as if you died senselessly
Please don't let this be the last farewell scrawled on stone
Lost with the ancient letters of love still carved on my bones
The future is far from home, but it has to bask in your image
This bond must be everlasting, even if it lacks the vintage
I gaze in the mirror, finding your face painted on my heart
With searing tears leaving your skin tainted in scars
It makes my undying love for you grow past the infinity
As if the diamonds in your eyes act as a mask for divinity
The truth of this is, you make me want to be a better person
Somehow our souls are connected, just like letters in cursive
Alas, the fabric of our lives was a carefully-sewn quilt ripped
Where everytime we venture off it feels more like a guilt trip
Suddenly the nights together transformed into loneliness
I'm sorry, Miss, to demean you but this home is felonious
Similar to a prison cell, these caged bars resemble your fingers
Grasping the electric chair, but getting enveloped in splinters
All those times I tried to call you, what happend to the messages?
Maybe you threw them away, giving in to passive agressiveness
The lesson is to escape from the haunting grips of the feminine
Before they **** out all your insides, leaving skin on the skeleton
You're definitely not a heroine, so it was poison you injected
Laughing at my endless misery, seeking joys in the eclectic
Trying to tip-toe through life while stumbling on earthquakes
Searching for the home without you to find a humbling birthplace
But i'm left staring at the grave, with the whimpering cries of macabre
Living this life to define irony, but slowly dying in the karma
Look at the presence of the present, my soul is ready to erupt in flames
As heavy influxes of pain steadily carve bloodlust as your name
Which makes being with you tonight more like gazing at a starless sky
Getting lost in chaos, then viewing life through a martyr's eyes
Envisioning death through the arrows shot from Cupid's sling
Slowly realizing that the Grim Reaper stemmed from a lucid dream
And as the blood curdles in my veins, it takes the shape of molten lava
As unbearable pains of death make me pray for the Holy Father
You're not a diamond in the rough, simply bringing breath to amethysts
But living in your image is like fighting to the death with pacifists
Perhaps this is a sign, to move past splendors of what was meant to be
So i'm no longer stuck asking the bartender to tender me endlessly
You have my empathy, but my future is somewhere near the horizon
So when your soul is full of regrets; let your tears disguise them
And as sands pass through the hourglass, life with you haunts me well
Because everytime we're together, it's like im taking a jaunting to hell
