randomco
10+ year member
Satellite Extrordinaire
TonyDeMarco, When I read your first thread on salvia, I was stunned. Cause I had almost the exact experience, where I felt that my whole life up to that moment was a dream, and that I was now stuck in a whole new reality, where my vision was "frame-by-frame" is the best that I can describe it. I felt like I was stuck to the couch where I sat, my brother and a friend were in the room as well, and when I looked at them I thought that they understood what was happening, and understood the new reality and I didnt understand it. I thought that I would never see any of my friends again, and I was stuck in this whole new reality. Gnarly shit. It gives you the feeling of almost hopelessness, like your life is over, you really believe that the life you knew previously is gone and you are now stuck in this new reality where it feels like you are just a part of something else, something bigger. Thats the best that I can describe it. Also afterwards and the next days, I was seriously glad to be alive. My brother also said that I had a blank stare on my face and all I said was, What am I apart of? in a slurred, confused voice. No joke I was lost in a new reality and it was one of the most frightening thing that I have emotionally felt.
