Well I don't want another one.
Seriously, I've been through this before... a few times... and it's sucked before. But the past times, I've known I could find a better girl... I knew there were plenty more out there, and there was another better for me.
This time, I'm not so sure... and that's what scares me the most. Losing her completely.
I've gotten over the emo stage, I've accepted it. I completely over-reacted... all she wants is a break. A break, that's it. She needs some time and space, and I'm now ready to give it to her. I feel a lot better today, and I still don't love life... but I'm ready to continue the day to day grind. I'm not over it, everything I look at reminds of her... when I close my eyes I see her. But, I can take a step back and see that's what she needs.
Whew.
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