Depression, Anxiety, Suicidal thoughts

[Massive spl]

Life is only what YOU MAKE IT TO BE. I had a shltty child hood,my family has addiction problems,I had a low income family with no dad around, just mother and two siblings, I remember staying up and watching centipedes run across the floor from the couch to the tv stand, and look I'm not an addicted and I'm not that poor anymore. I said I'm not going to live like this and be all depressed that all the other kids have new shoes and new school clothes, so when I was 14 I got a job and worked hard and it felt good working for everything I have, I've never had any hand outs and life is pretty dang good right now and why? Because I made my life the best I can and I'm happy with that.

 

[adulbrich 5,000+ posts]

When a hoe comes along and you are faithful with your girl...

I don't have a facebook to view that and I'm also at school where facebook is blocked

 

[adulbrich 5,000+ posts]

Also, I wanted to add that ******* is a very selfish thing.

My cousin's husband shot himself two years ago. He left her with a 5 year old and an infant to take care of. She was going back to college at the time to get another degree, and didn't end up finishing it because she had to pick up more hours at work to support her children. Now her kids are going to grow up without a father because he was a little bitch and couldn't handle the stress of life.

Can you imagine how the people who loved him felt? I personally never liked the guy, and think it was a really shitty thing for him to do.

Think about others and don't put yourself first because you feel sad and can't buck up.

 

[MrFoca]

I've heard of kids hanging themselves at young ages. It just happened in my state not that long ago. So that statement is BS

 

[adulbrich 5,000+ posts]

I've heard of kids hanging themselves at young ages. It just happened in my state not that long ago. So that statement is BS

Which statement?

 

[MrFoca]

Which statement?

Murphs

 

[jco1385 5,000+ posts]

I'm still letting them compile. Once the room is full I'll drop truth bombs that are guaranteed to slash some wrists.

You're a savage.

 

[adulbrich 5,000+ posts]

Murphs

Ok, I gotcha

 

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Murphs

Ok, I gotcha

 

[mrpep]

Don't want to be depressed ? Go to school, do what you love for a living and don't get married - 100% guaranteed -lol

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[MrFoca]

Don't want to be depressed ? Go to school, do what you love for a living and don't get married - 100% guaranteed -lol

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That's not true. I'm married and have a awesome wife lol.

 

[mrpep]

I love mine too and I love my kids but if I could do it all over again I'd love to be making this money and be single , lol

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[MrFoca]

I love mine too and I love my kids but if I could do it all over again I'd love to be making this money and be single , lol

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Why can't you make money being married with kids ?

 

[mrpep]

Just not the same , I can't be the free bird I want to be with all this responsibility.

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[los33 10+ year member]

Alright, this is on a real tip.
How many members suffer from Depression/Anxiety/Suicidal Thoughts.

I can honestly say that I do, daily. I have sat many times staring at my 38 caliber wondering why I shouldn't. But I never have the balls. My situation is hereditary, my grandfather committed *******, my mother has attempted, my sister has attempted, and I just have the thoughts.

Car audio has always been my savior. I can go and spend hours on my stereo and all of my thoughts resolve themselves.

Please don't come in here and say ******* is the cowards way out. I loved my Grandfather and understand his pain. So unless you have been there, please keep it to yourself.

Reason I am asking is to have more peeps that have something in common with that maybe we can start a group for contact when your feeling down. I hide mine everyday behind a fake smile.

When i was younger 14-15 i was always in and out of jail. Group of guys were threatening of killing me after i fukked someone up in the neighborhood.

My mom found out and like a mother sent me out to live with my aunt. My aunt wouldnt let me out and treated me like i was a jail bird.

I would get high everyday and one day on my way home from school with my cousins i over dosed on X and cocaine.

It was one of those days i just said fukk it because i was tired of how everything was.

Up until now i own a gun and recently drank way to much and my wife and i went thru things to the point that i went outside walking drunk almost blacking out and i dropped the gun hard to the ground and it went off and caught my shirt. My wife heard the shot and came looking for me thinking i might have shot myself.

This isnt considered trying to commit *******, but its depression that led me towards this.

I understand how you feel.

That's bs. I'm 27, have a mortgage payment,wife,kid,bills, all that adults stuff and I don't wanna shoot myself in the head... It's a chemical unbalance that some people have, and those ppl need help from professionals, not spidermonkey in the dome

You sad your wife is the bread winner so i wouldn't say you deal with much.

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