Depression, Anxiety, Suicidal thoughts

[AnthonyO 10+ year member]

Alright, this is on a real tip.

How many members suffer from Depression/Anxiety/Suicidal Thoughts.

I can honestly say that I do, daily. I have sat many times staring at my 38 caliber wondering why I shouldn't. But I never have the balls. My situation is hereditary, my grandfather committed *******, my mother has attempted, my sister has attempted, and I just have the thoughts.

Car audio has always been my savior. I can go and spend hours on my stereo and all of my thoughts resolve themselves.

Please don't come in here and say ******* is the cowards way out. I loved my Grandfather and understand his pain. So unless you have been there, please keep it to yourself.

Reason I am asking is to have more peeps that have something in common with that maybe we can start a group for contact when your feeling down. I hide mine everyday behind a fake smile.

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[cfox10 10+ year member]

Alright, this is on a real tip.
How many members suffer from Depression/Anxiety/Suicidal Thoughts.

I can honestly say that I do, daily. I have sat many times staring at my 38 caliber wondering why I shouldn't. But I never have the balls. My situation is hereditary, my grandfather committed *******, my mother has attempted, my sister has attempted, and I just have the thoughts.

Car audio has always been my savior. I can go and spend hours on my stereo and all of my thoughts resolve themselves.

Please don't come in here and say ******* is the cowards way out. I loved my Grandfather and understand his pain. So unless you have been there, please keep it to yourself.

Reason I am asking is to have more peeps that have something in common with that maybe we can start a group for contact when your feeling down. I hide mine everyday behind a fake smile.

Have you tried any pharma? Real question.

 

[Rich B 5,000+ posts]

This just came out on the news today.....

EXCLUSIVE: Robin Williams’ Widow Forgave Him, Doesn’t Blame Him ‘One Bit’ for Taking His Own Life - Yahoo

I was just diagnosed with the same condition (Parkinson's Disease) a few months back.

I have no intention of letting this slow me down!

 

[AnthonyO 10+ year member]

Have you tried any pharma? Real question.

I am on max dosage of Prozac and have alprazolam when I get suicidal.

 

[Jeffdachef 5,000+ posts]

Just be a coward, love the life you are living and fear death. Make lifelong goals and commit to them. When you keep extremely busy with a goal in mind, it keeps you from negative thoughts. My buddy that served several tours in iraq, came close to death 2 times, lost 3 of his best friends since 2nd grade, one where he actually saw him get blown to pieces.

Since finishing his services and comming back home He had opened several businesses, and continually branches out and really focuses his way into making money and moving up in the world along with picking up law degrees and chiropractic licensing since then. He says he needs to keep on the grind or else PTSD, and depression will make him kill himself any given moment. He also just had a stillborn child with his newly wedded wife. IDK how he does it without meds.

 

[mrpep]

My childhood, My job, stresses, my marriage and my prior alcohol and drug issues and my messing with other woman spiraled my life out of control Life out of control . I almost lost my family but I gave up drinking almost 2 years ago and now take Meds to keep me calm. The fast lane can knock you out of whack and it did . I'm getting better now and I blame the drinking and lack of maturity. I've also gotten a bit more closer to God and I feel better but still have some issues. This new life is just hard to get used to but I don't wanna go back to my old ways so I stay here . Good luck to us all and let's be positive and enjoy this beautiful world that we live in.

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[Massive spl]

For however bad you think you have it there is someone in x10 worse spot then your in. Be happy for EVERYTHING YOU HAVE and make the best of it. Only you can choose what u make of life. For me life is not about working, having lots of money in the bank or material things, life for me is about spending as much time with my son and getting him a better life then the shltty childhood I had. I'm not rich but I'm not super poor, I wake up everyday grab a doobie lit up and make the best of my life and be positive

 

[adulbrich 5,000+ posts]

This is a serious thread for caraudio.com.......

 

[mrpep]

Yeah my son came into my life 17 months ago and that changed my life. I'm very grateful ..

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[mrpep]

Lol, I laugh about it now bro but boy what a ride it's been.

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[AnthonyO 10+ year member]

I just had a huge hit today. One of my ex's were discussing our past and she finally told me that we had a kid together. A child that was still born. I almost fucking lost it.

 

[Massive spl]

I just had a huge hit today. One of my ex's were discussing our past and she finally told me that we had a kid together. A child that was still born. I almost fucking lost it.

Wow that is crazy

 

[TheFiverMan 10+ year member]

Its a everyday battle. Car audio gets a lot of my time and some pot helps here and there.

But its always good to just keep the mind working and focused away on what bothers you the most.

Its never fully gone, but the more i stay busy the better the day goes

 

[MrFoca]

There is a man sitting in prison or should I say meth addict for killing someone very close to me. Not going into details about my very personal spots involved in my life. But I have never once thought about killing myself, I'll stick around a while.