Crunk Times, My friend.....Crunk Times

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Me too. I have this thing where, when on a small scale and it should take less than a second or two to fix, things have to be perfectly aligned or straightened.
Like when I'm typing or writing, if I misspell something, or say I crossed my "t" kinda weird, I will go back to fix it no matter what, and will not stop till it's perfect.
I'm the same way about somethings and also I have this thing where I have push the performance of everything whether it be my cars or computers or whatever, I am constantly pushing things until the break. I have also seen a shrink before and that was his main diagnosis.

 
I should open up to my shrink some more. Pretty much, all he knows about me is that I used to have a problem regarding religion/death(depression), insomnia, and ADD. I now have 3 prescriptions for all of those that work magnificently. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/biggrin.gif.d71a5d36fcbab170f2364c9f2e3946cb.gif

 
I should open up to my shrink some more. Pretty much, all he knows about me is that I used to have a problem regarding religion/death(depression), insomnia, and ADD. I now have 3 prescriptions for all of those that work magnificently. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/biggrin.gif.d71a5d36fcbab170f2364c9f2e3946cb.gif
I try not to open up too much to them, but they start to ask about my childhood and I emotionally break down. I have/had depression problems all my life. I still have the depression but it usually isn't to bad, pretty bearable but every once in a while it gets real bad were I can't do anything. I have very bad insomnia and my doctor cut me off of my prescription for it, so in order to go to sleep at night I have to take 5-6 Benadryl to have a chance at getting to sleep and even with that sometimes I cant sleep.It's a major PITA.

 
I try not to open up too much to them, but they start to ask about my childhood and I emotionally break down. I have/had depression problems all my life. I still have the depression but it usually isn't to bad, pretty bearable but every once in a while it gets real bad were I can't do anything. I have very bad insomnia and my doctor cut me off of my prescription for it, so in order to go to sleep at night I have to take 5-6 Benadryl to have a chance at getting to sleep and even with that sometimes I cant sleep.It's a major PITA.
did ur dad beat u with a belt and drumsticks cuz u got bad grades or wouldn't obey chores?

 
I try not to open up too much to them, but they start to ask about my childhood and I emotionally break down. I have/had depression problems all my life. I still have the depression but it usually isn't to bad, pretty bearable but every once in a while it gets real bad were I can't do anything. I have very bad insomnia and my doctor cut me off of my prescription for it, so in order to go to sleep at night I have to take 5-6 Benadryl to have a chance at getting to sleep and even with that sometimes I cant sleep.It's a major PITA.
I got addicted to Ambien (Didn't tell my doctor of course). Then I finally decided to quit myself and it was a ***** and a half. It consisted of me going without sleep for 3 days straight. Then got a couple hours. Awake for another 24. Then I finally crashed into a good nights sleep. I can go to sleep without aids now, but sometimes my insomnia comes back and I'm forced to take a few. I also like to have a little fun with them. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

 
What is Schizoid Personality Disorder?

Quick Summary:

People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. Unlike avoidants, schizoids genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived by others as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Symptoms of Schizoid Personality Disorder:

* Weak interpersonal skills

* Difficulty expressing anger, even when provoked

* "Loner" mentality; avoidance of social situations

* Appear to others as remote, aloof, and unengaged

* Low ****** desire

* Unresponsive to praise or criticism

that's me, i been that way since i was 15

 
did ur dad beat u with a belt and drumsticks cuz u got bad grades or wouldn't obey chores?
More like my dad was drunken abusive drugged out psychopath who beat my mom and me. My mom ended up divorcing him, and had a hard time providing for me and my brother. We ended up moving in with my grandparents, then on my birthday about 8 or 9 years after they had divorced he showed up out of the blue on my birthday(keep in mind he had no contact with us during that time and didn't pay child support). When he came back my mom asked me if I wanted him to keep coming around I said yes(which I have regretted for years) well he had cleaned up after going to prison and gone to rehab and all that and was supposedly a changed person, well him and my mom starting going back out and got married again. At first all was well but then we moved into our house he started being an ******* and started drinking again, and got to were he would get drunk and take everything out on me, the cops got called out a couple of times and he pushed me to where I tried to kill myself. And to this day he still gets shit faced nightly and I try to spend as much time as possible in my room avoiding him. And my mom just pretends everything is okay. I also have alot of abandonment issues from him leaving and being overweight all my life.

Sorry about the long post, Its hard for my to talk about this stuff and when I do its like the flood gates opened.//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif

 
What is Schizoid Personality Disorder?Quick Summary:

People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. Unlike avoidants, schizoids genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived by others as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Symptoms of Schizoid Personality Disorder:

* Weak interpersonal skills

* Difficulty expressing anger, even when provoked

* "Loner" mentality; avoidance of social situations

* Appear to others as remote, aloof, and unengaged

* Low ****** desire

* Unresponsive to praise or criticism

that's me
potential psycho. secretly schemes while alone. talks to self about things noone else cares about. wears tinfoil hat and never keeps pennies.

 
I got addicted to Ambien (Didn't tell my doctor of course). Then I finally decided to quit myself and it was a ***** and a half. It consisted of me going without sleep for 3 days straight. Then got a couple hours. Awake for another 24. Then I finally crashed into a good nights sleep. I can go to sleep without aids now, but sometimes my insomnia comes back and I'm forced to take a few. I also like to have a little fun with them. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif
Longest I ever went was about 3 and a half days and still didn't get good sleep after that. Also doesnt help that I have severe sleep apnea.//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif

 
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