He is the first person EVER EVER in my life to completely shatter my trust and back stab me where it hurt the most. The feelings, the emotion, the pain I have because of him being a complete tool and idiot cannot be helped. It really can't, like I've honestly thought about seeking help for how much anger I have against him. I have dreams about me killing him and enjoying it.
That's why I had to get out of that house, get away from him and his family and get away from the situation all together. That is me turning the other cheek, just avoiding seeing him. If he ever smart mouths me though, I will not hesitate to punch him in the face. I don't care anymore. One wrong thing and he's going down.