Crunk Flammable Jello Times

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

It's a low dose....20 mg.
It helps with PE. It doesn't make me bubbly or happy. It makes me not sad. You know that sad you get where your body gets numb? I don't get that sad anymore. But it isn't clear skies and rainbows either.

Do you want a cold heat soldeing iron? I'd rather not just ship the pills.

what is PE?

and how much for the soldering iron i guess lol

 

[Flipx99 5,000+ posts]

what is PE?
and how much for the soldering iron i guess lol

Where *** is consistantly brief...not being able to orgasm is a side effect of Paxil. For those with PE, it helps make *** more enjoyable.

$20 shipped. Hell, it is NIB. You may be able to return it to walmart. I'd give you a few but it is important that I take them everyday. The warning signs say if you get off, you are likely to commit *******. I dunno, UCP was on them. I'd get his advice.

 

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

meh, i think im going to have to pass... i appreciate the offer, but i dont know... i am leary of antidepressants, i have been on them before and the kind of leveled me, but still did not bring me to not being depressed...

thanks for the offer though.

in other news... i cant stop thinking about her, and i want desperatly to call/text her... im fighting the urge so bad...

 

[Flipx99 5,000+ posts]

It's perfectly natural to think about her. Calling/texting will just make it worse. You have to fight that urge. I have been through this as well.

Is there anything you can change in your life that will give you a change of pace?

 

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

my entire life needs change...

all of my friends around here have abandoned me... she has left me... i have lost my car... i want someone to talk to, but have no one... i am even hiding from my neighbors because i dont want to face them...

 

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

as far as not wanting to message her, i know its wrong... im fighting the urge...

the only thing is she is "checking uncertainties" in us... and i know what that means, because i have done it too... it means she is seeing someone else and seeing if it works... and i know who she is seeing... he has been a friend of hers for the past 8 years, and there has always been some attraction... i can only hope its something temporary, and she will be back... but i dont think she will. i dont know though. i know she loves me, i know it no matter what anyone else thinks, and i know i love her. and as many times as i have tried to leave her, no matter how badly i have treated her, she has been there. and we have come back together, and i believe there is a reason we cant leave each other. and i know in the back of her mind she thinks we were meant to be, she has told me. she says she just needs to make sure without a doubt she isnt passing up something else... i want to believe we will be back together, but im not sure... and i cant deal without her right now...

too many things crashing in my life...

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

Pick a number in your phonebook, hell it can be me if you want.

Everytime, EVERY single time you get the urge to call or text her... do it with the number you picked instead.

This helped me.

Listen to LOTS of music, watch movies, read books. I have NEVER been a reader, but reading helped me. It was like escaping to a different world. If you're open to a suggestion pick up a book called "Ender's Game"...

nG

 

[hoss 5,000+ posts]

i do have a book i need to finish...

and you will probably get alot of texts noah... going off your suggestion. did you test any random thing or what you wanted to tell her?

and as for music, i have been listening to aLOT lately... its been nice having a car with a radio, even if it is a rental, but i miss my ipod... the new ashes divide CD has been on repeat...

but alot of my music reminds me of her...

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

i do have a book i need to finish...
and you will probably get alot of texts noah... going off your suggestion. did you test any random thing or what you wanted to tell her?

and as for music, i have been listening to aLOT lately... its been nice having a car with a radio, even if it is a rental, but i miss my ipod... the new ashes divide CD has been on repeat...

but alot of my music reminds me of her...

Yeah, I would just text something about her... or just text something arbitrary to my friend saying that I was just texting her instead of the ex...

Books are great. Music is great, almost everything reminded me of her... but it was still soothing and helped in the long run.

Work as much as possible... that helped me too.

nG

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

noah give me your number so I can texts j00. Hell hoss give me your number I'll text ya too
It's on my facebook profile //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/wink.gif.608e3ea05f1a9f98611af0861652f8fb.gif

nG

 

[joetama 5,000+ posts]

Hey Noah did Macaroni Grill close?

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

Quite some time ago.

Place blew *** IMO... at least the one time I had it years and years ago...

nG

 

[joetama 5,000+ posts]

Quite some time ago.
Place blew *** IMO... at least the one time I had it years and years ago...

nG

The lady and I used to go there periodically. We saw it looked closed the other day. She was sad because that's where we went on our first date. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/rolleyes.gif.c1fef805e9d1464d377451cd5bc18bfb.gif

I always thought it was pretty good.

 

[ngsm13 5,000+ posts]

Yeah it's been closed since AT LEAST when I started working at Ruby Tuesday's...

Max and Erma's is closed ATM for remodeling too... so we've been getting hammered.

Nearest Mac Grill is Tri-County I believe... or maybe they closed that one down too? Maybe Florence? Who knows...

nG

 

[Chevillac 5,000+ posts]

i wanna text people //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif