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Yeah, today was a killer.

1. I had a burnt throat from weed and was slow cause I was lil hung over from last night //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif

2. My grandma has 12 hours to live.. her system shut down this morning //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif

3. My best friend got shipped off to the army today //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif

4. I had to clean up my grandmas house for all the relatives all day... //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crying.gif.ec0ebefe590df0251476573bc49e46d8.gif While trying to talk to my grandma in her last hours and helping shove morphine down her throat.

So, waht did i do? Just polished off 1/2 a bottle of vodka and cranberry juice. //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/yumyum.gif.0556df42231b304b9c995aefd13928a8.gif In one of those huge fast food to go cups. With lotsa ice.

It becomes progressively hard to type.

 
It fricking sucks, she fought and won against cancer... But the treatments destroyed her lymph system and she kept smoking still and her immune system left. She may live longer, ate something today but is totally catatonic from the morphine. He wakes up sometimes and says a fwe things, eats some applesauce and morphine and goes to bed.

 
Sorry to hear about this shit man, you're a good guy, and you've been through some intense things in your life, but on the bright side of life, realize that she is ultimately in a better place, that you are you, and noone can change that, and that tommorow is another day to do whatever you want with.

Peace

 
Well, shes gone.

Thanks for the kind words all. It's hard thinking that I just spent my last day with her. SHe was like a second mother, a home away from home, and home schooled me through alot of my life. I'm a better person cause she's been with me but will have an empty spot where she once filled in my life, and that empty spot, even though shes in a better place, feels pretty **** big right now.

 
Heh, I'm not dealing wth this well //content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/frown.gif.a3531fa0534503350665a1e957861287.gif//content.invisioncic.com/y282845/emoticons/crap.gif.7f4dd41e3e9b23fbd170a1ee6f65cecc.gif

 
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